There was some hope for Peter. It is so much easier to cure blindness
than vision. Always she must see the light that had leaped to Monte's
eyes, kindled from the fire in her own soul. Always she must see him
coming to her outstretched arms, knowing that she had lost the right to
lift her arms. Perhaps she must even see him going to other arms, that
flame born of her breathed into fuller life by other lips. If
not--then the ultimate curse of watching him remain just Monte, knowing
he might have been so much more. This because she had dared trifle
with that holy passion and so had made herself unworthy of it.
Peter was telling her of his work; of what he had accomplished already
and of what he hoped to accomplish. She heard him as from a distance,
and answered mechanically his questions, while she pursued her own
thoughts.
It seemed almost as if a woman was not allowed to remain negative; that
either she must accomplish positive good or positive harm. So far, she
had accomplished only harm; and now here was an opportunity that was
almost an obligation to offset that to some degree. She must free
Monte as soon as possible. That was necessary in any event. She owed
it to him. It was a sacred obligation that she must pay to save even
the frayed remnant of her pride. This had nothing to do with Peter.
She saw now it would have been necessary just the same, even if Peter
had not come to make it clearer. Until she gave up the name to which
she had no right, with which she had so shamelessly trifled, she must
feel only glad that Peter could not see into her eyes.
So Monte would go on his way again, and she would be left--she and
Peter. If, then, what Beatrice said was true,--if it was within her
power, at no matter what sacrifice, to give Peter back the sight she
had taken,--then so she might undo some of the wrong she had done. The
bigger the sacrifice, the fiercer the fire might rage to burn her
clean. Because she had thought to sacrifice nothing, she had been
forced to sacrifice everything; if now she sacrificed everything,
perhaps she could get back a little peace in return. She would give
her life to Peter--give him everything that was left in her to give.
Humbly she would serve him and nurse the light back into his eyes. Was
it possible to do this?
She saw Beatrice at the door, and rose to meet her.
"You're to lunch with me," she said. "Then, for dinner, Mr. Covington
has asked us all to join him."
"Covington?" exclaimed Peter. "Is n't he the man who was so decent to
me this morning?"
"He said he met you," answered Marjory.
"I liked him," declared Peter. "I'll be mighty glad to see more of
him."
"And I too," nodded Beatrice. "He looked so very romantic with his
injured arm."
"Monte romantic?" smiled Marjory. "That's the one thing in the world
he is n't."
"Just who is he, anyway?" inquired Beatrice.
"He's just Monte," answered Marjory.
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