Dolly, as a matter of fact, was not weeping all the time, down there in
the meadow. The care of the cabin, the preparation of the meals, gave her
each day several hours of humming content; and in the afternoon she would
have several good romps with Nicodemus. But there were also heavy hours
during which the solitude of the land seemed to draw nigh from all
sides; when she panted, almost, to its pressure, and felt very little
and miserable indeed. So that Charles-Norton, dropping like an archangel
out of the sky, found always upon her cheek the trace of an erasure made
completely enough to show a determination to hide tears, but not quite
enough to obliterate the determination; and leaving in the morning, he
felt her eyes wistful upon him in a humble and unspoken reproach which
all day followed him, stubborn as his own shadow, the shadow which he
could never escape. He fought well, did Charles-Norton. He tried hard not
to see the little black smudge, not to think about it; and above all, not
to let her know that he saw it. But all the time the weight was there
within him, spoiling his flights.
One morning, seeing in a sudden flash of naive hope a solution of their
problem, he tried to take her with him. Making a sling out of a strip of
blanket, he passed it about his waist, sat her in the slack, and rose in
the air. Thus, holding her beneath the shadow of his wings as in a swing,
he flitted about, above the meadow, rising, chuting down in long, smooth
slants, circling, soaring. Once he thought he heard from her a slight
suppressed cry, and then, after a while, astonished at her silence, he
came down to the shore of the lake.
Her eyes were closed, her cheeks were white, and her hands were cold; and
it was only after he had dashed water upon her that she revived.
"Dolly, Dolly," he murmured.
She looked at him, smiling bravely with her white lips. "Goosie, dear,"
she said, a bit wearily; "Goosie, dear, I can't. I can't dear. I get
dizzy. It makes me dreadfully sick."
He stood there on one leg, embarrassed. He wanted to take her in his arms
in great tenderness, but was held back by the tenacity of his purpose, by
the knowledge of the peril of such a course.
"Go on," said Dolly, finally. "Go, Goosie; go on and fly. I'll stay here.
With Nicodemus," she added wistfully.
And Charles-Norton, the brute, still inexorable, flapped his great wings
and went away, leaving her there in the meadow alone, with Nicodemus.
But he was to get his punishment. A few days later, returning at night,
he found Dolly truly weeping.
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