The Triumph of JillYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Triumph of Jill
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Art teachers -- Fiction; Children of the rich -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
At his words, Jill's face visibly brightened. It flashed upon her with
a certain amount of conviction that this was why her husband had gone to
his cousin; possibly she had sent for him to consult him on the subject,
and the trouble that had oppressed her lightened instantly with the
thought. How could she have doubted him even for a moment? But he
ought to have taken her into his confidence; it was a mistake to make a
secret of so simple a thing.
Markham misinterpreted the sudden brightening of her countenance, and
when in her impulsive, sympathetic way she laid her small fingers
compassionately over his, he grasped the little hand feverishly between
both his eager palms, and held it against his breast while he drew her
nearer to him and stared into her face with burning, compelling eyes.
She thought his manner strange but pardonable under the circumstances.
"I am so sorry," she said gently, "so very sorry."
"Sorry for what?" he asked.
"Oh, the--the--your disappointment," she rejoined with an awkward
deepening of the colour in her cheeks. She felt that she was getting on
to delicate ground, and did not know very well how to proceed; but he
relieved the situation by a short, impatient laugh.
"There wasn't any disappointment," he returned. "You must have known
that I was off that long ago. Don't humbug, Jill; you must have
perceived that ever since I knew you I have cared for no one else. I
should not have mentioned it only I see now that you care a little
also--that your marriage is not altogether a success. You are lonely as
well as I, dear. Why not let us console one another?"
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN.
For a few seconds Jill sat mute, too thoroughly taken by surprise even
to move. No lurking suspicion had ever entered her pure, wholesome,
unspoilt mind that any man could so insult a decent woman. Even then it
struck her that in some way she must have unconsciously given him an
opening. How else would he have dared to make love to her, and to seem
so assured that his love would be returned?
She drew herself away from him, not violently, but with a cold
displeasure that carried more weight than any fierce resentment could
have done, and in a voice that trembled slightly with repressed anger
exclaimed as she rose and faced him,--
"Mr Markham, you have insulted me past forgiveness. If any action or
word of mine has led you to speak as you have done I deplore it with my
whole heart--I couldn't feel more humiliated even if such were the case;
I feel so abjectly debased as it is. How dare you imply that I do not
get on with my husband? I love him with the whole force of my being. I
doubt if you could understand or appreciate such love as ours."
"I doubt it too," he sneered. "My love is not of the kind that can so
readily efface itself. You are rather unreasonable, I think; a man
can't help his feelings. Some women would take it as a compliment."
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