Dramatists -- Fiction; Greenwich Village (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
They passed the corner. With a great gulp of sheer emotion Peter
followed, almost running. They turned into the Parisian---but not into
the familiar basement. Instead they mounted the wide front steps, as
matter-of-fact as any two Upper West Siders out of a limousine. Peter
pressed his hands to his eyes. He looked again. They had vanished within
the building.
Peter walked back and forth. He told himself that he must think. But
the fact clear even to his overwhelmed consciousness was that he was not
thinking and that there was no immediate prospect of his being able to
think. He went a whole block up the side street, stemming the thick tide
of Jewish working girls from University Place and the lower Broadway
district and men in overalls--muttering aloud, catching himself,
compressing his lips, then muttering again. “She played with me!” So ran
the muttering. “She is utterly lacking in responsibility, in any
sense of obligation. She lacks spirituality. That is it, she lacks
spirituality. She has no fineness. She is hard--hard! She is
drifting like a leaf on these crazy Village currents of irrepressible
self-indulgence. I tried to save her--God knows I tried! I did my best!
I can't be blamed if she goes to pieces now! I can do no more--I must
let her go!” But even while he spoke he gulped again; his face, nearly
gray now, twisting painfully. He suddenly turned and rushed back to the
Parisian.
He paused at the side doorway and peered in. Hy was not in evidence.
A later glance, from within the barroom, disclosed that slightly
illuminated young man in the corner room of the restaurant hanging over
the table at which the taciturn Sumner Smith was still trying to read
_Le Sourire_.
Peter went on into the crooked passage, passed the open doors of two
eating rooms where only the first early diners had as yet drifted in,
found himself at the door of the barber shop, stopped short, then seeing
the familiar figure of Maria Tonifetti approaching her table in the
corner, dodged back and into the washroom. Here the boy named Anatole
said, “Good evening, Meester Mann,” and filled a basin for him. Peter
dipped his hands into the warm water and washed them. He was surprised
to find his forehead dripping with sweat. He dried his hands, removed
his glasses and scrubbed his face. He turned on the cold water, wet a
towel and pressed it to his temples and the back of his head, taking
care not to wet his collar. His hands were trembling. And that impulse
to talk aloud was rising uncontrollably. He went back to the corridor;
stood motionless, breathing deeply; recalled with the force of an
inspiration that Napoleon had feared nothing, not even the ladies
with whose lives his own had become so painfully entangled and walked
deliberately, staring straight before him, past that barber shop door.
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