Dramatists -- Fiction; Greenwich Village (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Sue Wilde returned from her brief interview with Peter. Two or three
groups of early diners greeted her as she passed.
Jacob Zanin watched her--her brisk little nod and quiet smile for these
acquaintances, her curiously boylike grace, the fresh tint of her olive
skin. She was a bit thin, he thought; her hard work as principal actress
in the Nature Film, coupled with the confusion he knew she had passed
through during that brief wild engagement to Peter Mann, had worn her
down.
She had always puzzled him. She puzzled him now, as she resumed her
seat, met his gaze, said: “Jacob, give me a cigarette.”
“Sue--you're off them.”
“While the film job was on. Breaking training now, Jacob.”
“Well,” he mused aloud, “I made you stop for good reason enough. But
now I'm not sure that you're not wise.” And he tossed his box across the
table.
While she lighted the cigarette, he studied her.
None knew better than he the interesting variety of girls who came to
the Village to seek freedom--some on intense feministic principles (Sue
among these), others in search of the nearly mythical country called
Buhemia, still others in the knowledge that there they might walk
unquestioned without the cap of good repute. There were cliques and
cliques in the Village; but all were in agreement regarding a freedom
for woman equal to the experimental freedom of man. Love was admitted as
a need. The human race was frankly a welter of animals struggling upward
in the long process of evolution--struggling wonderfully. Conventional
morality was hypocrisy and therefore a vice. Frankness regarding all
things, an open mind toward any astonishing new theory in the psychology
of the human creature, the divine right of the ego to realize itself
at all costs, a fine scorn for all proverbial wisdom, something near
a horror of the home, the church, and the practical business world--a
blend of these was the Village, to be summed up, perhaps, in Waters
Coryell's languid remark: “I find it impossible to talk with any one who
was born before 1880.”
Zanin had known many women. In his own way he had loved not a few. With
these he had been hard, but not dishonest. He was a materialist, an
anarchist, a self-exploiter, ambitious and unrestrained, torn within by
the overmastering restlessness that was at once the great gift and the
curse of his blood. He wanted always something else, something more. He
was strong, fertile of mind, able. He had vision and could suffer. The
companionship of a woman--here and there, now and then--meant much to
him; but he demanded of her that she give as he would give, without
sacrifice of work or self, without obligation. Nothing but what the
Village terms “the free relation” was possible for Zanin. Within his
peculiar emotional range he had never wanted a woman as he had wanted
Sue. He had never given himself to another woman, in energy and
companionship, as he had given himself to her.
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