Dramatists -- Fiction; Greenwich Village (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
He threw out his arm in a strong gesture; his fist was clenched..The
other hand held his pipe high. “Yes, wrong! You're not a cook! You're
not a nurse maid. You're a girl with a soul--with spirit--fire! What
are you to that family? They've always wanted to hold you down--yes. But
why? For fear you'd start talk and make them uncomfortable. Oh, I knew
the feeling that has gripped you now. It's a big reaction. The tragedy
of your father's death has brought your childhood back--the old tribal
teachings--duty--self-sacrifice! The rush of it has swept your reason
aside. But it will come back. It's got to, girl! Even if you have to
take a long time working through to it. You and your father were
not friends. Denying your own life won't help him. Your emotions
are stirred. I know. But even if they are, for God's sake don't stop
thinking! Keep your head! I tell you, you've got to go on. You can't
live some one else's life--got to live your own! It's all you've gut to
live--that life--your gifts--”
He stopped, at the point of choking. Sue was staring now.
“Henry, this is strange--sounds more like--”
“Well, like whom?”
“Like Zanin. That's the way he talked to me.”
“Perhaps it's the way a man talks when he--” He could not control his
voice and stopped.
Sue kept very still; but anally, softly, rather wearily, she said: “I'm
sorry, Henry! I've got to catch the ten-fifteen back.”
He looked at his watch; seeing nothing. “You'll be hurrying then, Sue.”
“No, there's nearly an hour.” She turned on the light, moved into the
bedroom and glanced into an open bureau drawer. She drew out the one
below, then thoughtful, half smiling, came to the door. “Henry---you
packed everything?”
“Everything, I'm sure. Though you might take a last look around.”
“But--Henry, you must have packed Betty's things, too.”
The color surged up over his collar. He was thinking of those soft
garments and the prayers that had rustled shyly upward from his torn
heart as he felt them in his hands. Wordless, he unstrapped the trunk
and lifted the lid. Sue repacked the trays.
She stood looking at the dancing clothes, fingering them.
“Henry,” she said, “I shall never wear these again.”
“That's silly, Sue.”
“No. It isn't silly. I've got a job now. That's what we need, all of
us--a job. You used to tell me that yourself. You were right.” She was
turning the costumes over with her slim hands. “Did you find a pair of
boots, Henry? Red leather with clicks in the heels? They should have
been with these Russian things.”
“No,” he replied, with a sudden huskiness, “I didn't see them.”
“That's odd. They were right with the others.” She turned away to give
rooms and closets a final scrutiny. She brought a rough parcel in from
the hall, feeling it with her hands.
“This yours or mine, Henry?” she asked. “I could swear it is those
boots, but--”
“It _is_ the boots!” he cried, like an angry man.
She stared. He waved them and her roughly aside.
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