Almshouses -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; Women cleaning personnel -- Fiction
But the first spell of grief was nearly exhausted by now, and
Mrs. Tanner’s sobs, almost noiseless though they were, succeeded
in bringing her neighbour’s to a close. With the instinctive
unselfishness of the mother who has taught herself to be always the
one to weep last, Mrs. Clapham made an effort to control herself
at the first signs of another’s grief. Soon she was trying to sit
up, dabbing for herself with the handkerchief which she had taken
from Mrs. Tanner, and saying—“Nay, my lass, don’t cry ... don’t you
grieve for me ... you’ll have trouble enough of your own”—between
the great sobs which still shook her as if they actually took her by
the shoulders, and the great tears that still welled and rolled and
welled again after each useless dab.
“It seems that hard—and you so happy an’ all!” Mrs. Tanner broke out
in a little wail, hurriedly searching for a handkerchief of her own.
The wail, however, put the finishing touch to the mother’s effort
after self-control. To be told that a thing was hard was in itself
a call to her splendid courage; and, patiently scrubbing her wet
cheeks with the wet linen, she presently strangled her sobs into a
succession of long-drawn sighs.
“Nay, now, Maggie Turner, don’t you go saying it’s hard! It’s meant,
likely; it’s sent.... Tibbie would never ha’ murmured and said it
was hard!...” A large tear that had been left behind escaped boldly
and followed the rest. “Eh, but it come that sharp, didn’t it?” she
exclaimed wistfully. “Never a letter to say she was ill or owt! What,
she was well enough when she writ last, though it’s a while now. Eh,
how was it nobody thought to write and say as I’d best come!”
“It must have been right sudden,” Mrs. Tanner answered, also drying
her tears. “Happen it was her poor heart.”
“Nay, her heart was right enough, I’ll swear! ’Twas always in the
right place—bless her ... bless her!” Her voice rose suddenly in a
passionate wail, and she rocked sharply to and fro.
“Ay, but t’ War was a great strain, you’ll think on. A deal o’ folks
say their hearts isn’t what they used to be after that.”
“Ay, I’d forgotten t’ War....” So many worlds may people inhabit in
one life and one world that even a world-wide war may be shut out....
“She took it hard, I know; she never said much, but she took it hard.
But she was right strong, all the same, was my little lass.... Nay,
it was never her heart.”
“It might be pewmonia, likely. That finishes folk ter’ble sharp.”
“Nay, nor her lungs, neither. They was always as sound as a bell.”
“There’s other troubles, though, as anybody might have....” Mrs.
Tanner glibly began a list, but was waved by the bereaved mother into
silence. “Not for my Tibbie!” was Mrs. Clapham’s answer to every one.
“There was nowt wrong wi’ her from tip to toe.”
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