Almshouses -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; Women cleaning personnel -- Fiction
Mrs. Clapham found spirit to murmur “You’re right kind!”—the
identical speech that she had been making throughout the day, a sort
of continual “Selah” to recurring pæans of praise. Now it seemed as
if the very words that composed it could not be quite the same; but
then she herself seemed anything but the same. The silver bob of her
hair had slipped from its moorings with the shock of her fall; loose
hairs strayed across her cheeks, or straggled over the black gown.
Her face, drained of its colour, seemed actually to have lost its
shape, and wrinkles had come into being that were only the merest
guesses before. Her eyes looked blind with age, with weeping, with
mental and physical pain. Her hands shook as they wandered from table
to chair, or came back to their miserable, fretting movement over her
knees.... And yet even in storm and wreck she still looked wholesome
and clean, fine even amid dust and tears and the crushing agony of
her grief. It was chiefly the splendid buoyancy of the morning that
was gone, the happy confidence, the gallant strength. Never again
would she look as though she had suddenly been given the earth. Never
again would she look like a ship coming homeward in full sail.
She roused herself a second time to find Mrs. Tanner hunting for
something to serve as a rest. “You’ll be more comfortable-like wi’
summat under your leg,” she was chirping thoughtfully. “Whatever have
you been doing to make yourself so lame?”
“Nay, I don’t know, I’m sure....” Again she put up her hand and
pushed wearily at her hair. It was quite true that for the moment
she could not remember how the accident had occurred, so far had
the events of the afternoon receded into the past. “I fell in t’
road somewheres,” she added presently, knitting her brows, and Mrs.
Tanner, remembering the dust on the black gown, nodded a wise head.
Still hunting for a rest, she came at last to the little chair.
“This’ll do grand,” she began, picking it up, but Mrs. Clapham put
out a hand.
“Nay, not that,” she said, quickly, without looking at it. “There’s
summat else, likely, but—not that.”
“What, it’ll do it no harm, will it?” Mrs. Tanner protested, puzzled.
“It’s an old broken thing, I’m sure!”
The charwoman turned her head and gazed at it for a moment without
speaking, and then—“It’s—it’s t’ babby chair!” she managed to get
out chokingly, and burst again into a storm of tears. Backwards and
forwards she rocked under the fresh torrent of grief, almost tearing
the good black gown with her working, sorrowful hands. “Nay, I
couldn’t put foot on it whatever!” she sobbed, shaking her head so
that the silver bob slipped further and one of Tibbie’s carefully
sewn hooks burst at her throat. “It would seem near like putting my
feet on the corpse of the poor lile lass herself!
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