Almshouses -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; Women cleaning personnel -- Fiction
Thinking of Emma, she was again driven to wonder whether in all that
tangle of plotting and planning there had lurked so much as a seed
of sound, selfless and honest love. Nobody who had known her of old
would condescend to believe in it for a moment, and indeed the feat
would seem just as unlikely to those who happened to know her now.
Yet who could really say that beneath that growth of lies there might
not be springing somewhere the tender sprout? Who could really say
that a new Emma might not be quickening into being, brought to new
life and growth by the strong forcing-house of the War?
That question, she knew, would be a further drag on the wheel,
returning from time to time in order to give her pause. Again and
again she would be tempted to go back on her word, to take her hand
from the plough and forswear herself, even then. Always it would
be in the background, ready to harry her at her weakest moments.
Yet it was true that its antidote also would be always at hand—the
memory of the inconceivable thing which Emma had done that day. The
consideration of her possible motives went under again in an eddy of
grief. If by any chance Tibbie had asked for her mother, and thought
that she would not come!
Mrs. Tanner found her with the slow tears again stealing down her
face, but she sat up at once and tried to stem them. Getting up, she
limped to the glass, and began to smooth her hair with a comb taken
from a near drawer. She also produced a clothes-brush, and allowed
Mrs. Tanner to ply it; afterwards tying herself into one of her
best aprons. She came back to the table looking a totally different
creature, and addressed herself to the task of eating her supper like
a tearful but plucky child.
They began, after a while, to talk of what was in front of them
to-morrow, awkward, disconnected talk that became clearer and
smoother as the situation grew easier. The food took the extreme edge
from the charwoman’s weariness, and the tea stimulated her nerves and
heart. Mrs. Tanner noticed with satisfaction that she looked more
and more like herself as the meal proceeded. Even the colour began to
steal back fitfully into her white cheek. It was a pity Emma could
not see her now, Mrs. Tanner thought scornfully to herself—Emma, with
her talk of “finished” and “wore-out,” and unpleasant reminders of
“t’ church-sod!”
And still plunged through the scullery-door there stayed the shaft of
light that was like a sword, though it was getting paler and paler,
and quivered from time to time as if it were urged away. Still it
stayed, slanting to rest on the kitchen floor, still keeping its
effect of a sword with its point transiently dropped to earth....
“Miss Marigold’s wedding-day’s near about over,” Mrs. Tanner remarked
suddenly, as they lingered over the meal.
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