Almshouses -- Fiction; Older women -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction; Women cleaning personnel -- Fiction
She herself had never seen the comfortless room in which Stephen had
slept and wept, but it was easy enough to imagine from what Tibbie
had told her. According to Tibbie, it had had the same dirty and dead
door, and the sort of upsetting floor that catches nastily at your
feet. The paper had hung in mouldy festoons from the leaning walls,
and in the darkest corner of all had stood the rickety, half-clothed
bed. Even in summer the long, narrow place had been almost dark,
and full of a trap-like effect produced by a window too small for
the room. And all up and down had been scattered possessions of
his mother’s, so that, whether she was in or out, the atmosphere
was still Emma’s. There was an army of old clothes, for instance,
which Stephen had simply loathed, because of that likeness which
old clothes keep to their former wearer. Even when Emma had stopped
staring and gone away, the old clothes had stared instead. Stephen
had seen them swollen and swung into life by some passing breeze, or
as limp and dreadful old Emmas, hanging slackly by skinny necks....
And still there was no sound or vestige of life from behind either of
the dead-looking doors.... She put out her hand to knock, and dropped
it again, intimidated by the silence, and fell instead to staring
afresh at Stephen’s stair. Her imagination, unusually stimulated
by the day’s events, presently went so far as actually to show her
Stephen himself. Through the dusk his thin little hands gleamed as he
tugged himself up by the dirty rail, and his thin little legs gleamed
as he dragged them from step to step. His eyes travelled towards
her as he reached the curve, and she nearly dropped; for it seemed
to her as she looked that it was not Stephen whom she saw, but the
terrified, haunted face of his little five-year-old son....
The thought of Stevie in that place frightened her so much that she
was hurried into instant action, and, choosing at random, she knocked
at the door on her left. Later, as nobody answered, she knocked
again, and was lifting her hand a third time when a faint noise drew
her round. Facing about, she discovered that the door behind her had
opened without her knowledge, and that Emma was standing watching her
with her Giaconda smile.
“Eh, now, you did give me a start!” she remonstrated almost crossly,
crimsoning with annoyance and an inexplicable sense of shame. Emma,
however, did not deign to reply, but merely backed, smiling, through
the kitchen door, opening it just sufficiently to allow the other to
squeeze through.
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