"Yes. Why?"
"Your hands show it."
She smiled at him. "I am afraid that my hands don't quite tell the
truth." She held them up so that the light of the lamp shone through
them. "They are really a musician's hands, aren't they? And I am only a
dabbler in that as in everything else."
"You can't expect me to believe that."
"But I am. I have intelligence. But I'm a 'dunce with wits.' I know what
I ought to do but I don't do it. I think that I have brains enough to
write, I am sure I have imagination enough to paint, I have strength
enough when I am well to"--she laughed,--"scrub floors. But I don't
write or play or paint--or scrub floors--I don't believe that there is
one thing in the world that I can do as well as Mary Flippin makes
biscuits."
Her eyes seemed to challenge him to deny her assertion. He settled
himself lazily in his chair, and asked about the book.
"Tell me why you like Dickens, when nobody reads him in these days
except ourselves."
"I like him because in my next incarnation I want to live in the kind of
world he writes about."
He was much interested. "You do?"
She nodded. "Yes. I never have. My world has always been--cut and dried,
conventional, you know the kind." The slender hand with the amethyst
ring made a little gesture of disdain. "There were three of us, my
mother and my father and myself. Everything in our lives was very
perfectly ordered. We were not very rich--not in the modern sense, and
we were not very poor, and we knew a lot of nice people. I went to
school with girls of my own kind, an exclusive school. I went away
summers to our own cottage in an exclusive North Shore colony. We took
our servants with us. After my mother died I went to boarding-school,
and to Europe in summer, and when my school days were ended, and I
acquired a stepmother, I set up an apartment of my own. It has
Florentine things in it, and Byzantine things, and things from China
and Japan, and the colors shine like jewels under my lamps--you know the
effect. And my kitchen is all in white enamel, and the cook does things
by electricity, and when I go away in summer my friends have Italian
villas--like the Watermans, on the North Shore, although all of my
friends are not like the Watermans." She threw this last out casually,
not as a criticism, but that he might, it seemed, withhold judgment of
her present choice of associates. "And I have never known the world of
good cheer that Dickens writes about--wide kitchens, and teakettles
singing and crickets chirping and everybody busy with things that
interest them. Do you know that there are really no bored people in
Dickens except a few aristocrats? None of the poor people are bored.
They may be unhappy, but there's always some recompense in a steaming
drink or savory stew, or some gay little festivity;--even the vagabonds
seem to get something out of life. I realize perfectly that I've never
had the thrills from a bridge game that came to the Marchioness when she
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