Becky felt, suddenly, that she was very angry with Randy. It was as if
he had broken a lovely thing that she had worshipped. She hated to
think of that struggle in the dark---- She hated to think of Randy
as--the Conqueror. She hated to think of George as dank and dripping.
She wanted to think of him as shining and splendid, and Randy had
spoiled that.
But she wanted to be fair. Hadn't George, after all, spoiled his own
splendidness? He had wooed her and had run away. And he had not run
back until he thought another man wanted her.
"Of course," said somebody behind her, "you won't tell me what you are
thinking about. But if you will just let me sit here and think, by
your side, it will be a great privilege."
It was Mr. Cope, and she was not sure that she wanted him at this
moment. Perhaps something of her thought showed in her eyes, for when
she said, "Oh, yes," he stood looking down at her. "Would you rather
be alone with your letters? Don't hedge and be polite. Tell me."
"Well," she admitted, "my letters are a bit on my mind. But if you
don't care if I am stupid, you can stay----"
He sat down. He had known her for ten days, and dreaded to think that
in ten days more she might be gone. "I won't talk if you don't wish
it."
Becky's eyes were on the sea. "I think I should like to talk. I have
been thinking--about that Indian that you want commemorated in bronze
up there on the bluff. Do you think he was cruel?"
"Who knows? He was, perhaps, a savage. Yet he may have been
tender-hearted. I hope so, if he is going to be fixed in bronze for
the ages to stare at."
"Did you," Becky asked, deliberately, "ever want to tie a man to a
stake and build a fire under him?"
He turned and stared at her. "My dear child, what ever put such an
idea in your head?"
"Well, did you?"
He considered it. "There was a time in France when I wanted to do
worse than that."
"But that was war."
"No, it was a brute in my own company. He broke the heart of a little
girl that he met in Brittany. He--he--well he murdered her--dreams.
"Perhaps he didn't know what he was doing."
"He knew. Every man knows."
"And you wanted to make him--suffer----"
"Yes."
She shivered. "Are all men like that?"
"Like what?"
"Cruel."
"It can't be cruelty. It's a sense of justice."
"I hope it is." She kept thinking about George rising dank and
dripping from the fountain. She hated to think about it.
So she changed the subject. "I thought you were painting."
"I was. But the moor is fickle. Yesterday she billowed towards the
south, all gray and blue. And last night the storm spoiled it; she is
gorgeous and gay to-day, and I don't like her."
"Oh, why not?"
"She is too obvious. Anybody can paint a Persian carpet, but one can't
put soul into a--carpet----"
He was petulant. "I shall never paint the pictures I want to paint.
Life is too short."
"Life isn't short. Look at Grandfather. You will have forty years yet
in which to paint."
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