For a wedding present George sent Madge the pendant he had bought for
Becky. To connect it up with Madge's favorite color scheme, he had an
amethyst put in place of the sapphire. He was glad to give it away.
Every time he had come upon it, it had reminded him of things that he
wished to forget.
Yet he could not forget. Even as Becky had thought of him, he had
thought of her; of her radiant youth on the morning that Randy had
arrived; at the Horse Show in her shabby shoes and sailor hat; in the
Bird Room in pale blue under the swinging lamp; in the music room
between tall candles; in the garden, with a star shining into the still
pool; that last night, on the balcony, leaning over, with a yellow
lantern like a halo behind her.
There were other things that he thought of--of Randy, in khaki on the
station platform; Randy, lean and tall among the boarders; Randy, left
behind with Kemp in the rain; Randy, debonair and insolent, announcing
his engagement on the terrace at Hamilton Hill; Randy, a shadow against
a silver sky, answering Becky's call; Randy, in the dark by the
fountain, with muscles like iron, forcing him inevitably back, lifting
him above the basin, letting him drop----; Randy, the Conqueror,
marching away with Becky's fan as his trophy----!
New York was, of course, at this season of the year, a pageant of
sparkling crowds, and of brilliant window displays, of new productions
at the theaters. People were coming back to town. Even the
fashionable folk were running down to taste the elixir of the early
days in the metropolis.
But George found everything flat and stale. He did the things he had
always done, hunted up the friends he had always known. He spent
weekends at various country places, and came always back to town with
an undiminished sense of his need of Becky, and his need of revenge on
Randy.
He had heard before he left Virginia that Becky was at Nantucket. He
had found some consolation in the fact that she was not at
Huntersfield. To have thought of her with Randy in the old garden, on
Pavilion Hill, in the Bird Room, would have been unbearable.
He had a feeling that, in a sense, Madge's marriage was a desertion.
He did not in the least want to marry her, but there were moments when
he needed her friendship very much. He needed it now. And she was
going to marry Major Prime, and go out to some God-forsaken place, and
get fat and lose her beauty. He wished that she would not talk about
such things--it made him feel old, and worried about his waist-line.
Even Oscar was failing him. "When Flora gets well," the little man
kept telling him, "we are going to do some good with our money. We
have done nothing but think of ourselves----"
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