Becky and Randy went into the Bird Room and sat under the swinging lamp. "I have something to tell you, Randy," Becky had said, and as in the days of their childhood the Bird Room seemed the place for confidences. Becky curled herself up in the Judge's big chair like a tired child. Randy on the other side of the empty fireplace said, "You ought to be in bed, Becky." "I shan't--sleep," nervously. There were deep shadows under her troubled eyes. "I shan't sleep when I go." Randy came over and knelt by her side. "My dear, my dear," he said, "I am afraid I have let you in for a lot of trouble." "But the things you said were true--he came--because he thought I--belonged to--you." She hesitated. Then she reached out her hand to his. "Randy," she said, "I told him I was going to marry--you." His hand had gone over hers, and now he held it in his strong clasp. "Of course it isn't true, Becky." "I am going to make it true." Dead silence. Then, "No, my dear." "Why not?" "You don't love me." "But I like you," feverishly, "I like you, tremendously, and don't you want to marry me, Randy?" "God knows that I do," said poor Randy, "but I must not. It--it would be Heaven for me, you know that. But it wouldn't be quite--cricket--to let you do it, Becky." "I am not doing it for your sake. I am doing it for my own. I want to feel--safe. Do I seem awfully selfish when I say that?" A great wave of emotion swept over him. She had turned to him for protection, for tenderness. In that moment Randy grew to the full stature of a man. He lifted her hand and kissed it. "You are making me very happy, Becky, dear." It was a strange betrothal. Behind them the old eagle brooded with outstretched wings, the owl, round-eyed, looked down upon them and withheld his wisdom, the Trumpeter, white as snow in his glass cage, was as silent as the Sphinx. "You are making me very happy, Becky, dear," said poor Randy, knowing as he said it that such happiness was not for him. CHAPTER XI WANTED--A PEDESTAL I The Major's call on Miss MacVeigh had been a great success. She was sitting up, and had much to say to him. Throughout the days of her illness and convalescence, the Major had kept in touch with her. He had sent her quaint nosegays from the King's Crest garden, man-tied and man-picked. He had sent her nice soldierly notes, asking her to call upon him if there was anything he could do for her. He had sent her books, and magazines, and now on this first visit, he brought back the "Pickwick" which he had picked up in the road after the accident. "I have wondered," Madge said, "what became of it."