Criminals -- Fiction; Social problems -- Fiction; United States -- Social conditions -- 1865-1918 -- Fiction
"New England, I suppose," Elizabeth answered wearily. "But I have no
New England conscience, mama. I have very little conscience at all, and
as for my duty, I almost never do it. I am perfectly aware that if I
did my duty I should lead an entirely different life; but I don’t; I go
on weakly, day after day, year after year, leading a perfectly useless
existence, surrounded by wholly artificial duties, and now these same
artificial duties keep me from performing my real duty--which, just now,
seems to me to go and see poor little Gusta."
Mrs. Ward was more disturbed, now that her daughter saw her duty, than
she had been a moment before, when she had declared she could not see
it.
"I do wish you could be like other girls," she said, speaking her
thought as her habit was.
"I am," said Elizabeth, "am I not?"
"Well," Mrs. Ward qualified.
"In all except one thing."
Mrs. Ward looked her question.
"I’m not getting married very fast."
"No," said Mrs. Ward.
Elizabeth laughed for the first time that morning.
"You dear little mother, I really believe you’re anxious to get rid of
me!"
"Why, Elizabeth!" said Mrs. Ward, lifting her eyes and then lowering
them suddenly, in her reproach. "How can you say such a thing!"
"But never mind," Elizabeth went on:
"’If no one ever marries me I sha’n’t mind very much;
I shall buy a squirrel in a cage and a little rabbit hutch.
I shall have a cottage in a wood, and a pony all my own,
And a little lamb quite clean and tame that I can take to town.
And when I’m getting really old--at twenty-eight or nine--
I shall buy a little orphan girl and bring her up as mine."
She smiled as she finished her quotation, and then suddenly sobered as
she said:
"I’m twenty-seven already!"
"Who wrote that?" asked Mrs. Ward.
"Alma-Tadema."
"Oh! I thought Mr. Marriott might have done it. It’s certainly very
silly."
Nora had brought her breakfast, and the action recalled Gusta to
Elizabeth.
"What did papa say--about my going to the prison?"
"He said," Mrs. Ward began gladly, "that, of course, we all felt very
sorry for Gusta, but that you couldn’t go _there_. He said it would be
absurd; that you don’t understand." Mrs. Ward was silent for a moment,
knowing how much greater the father’s influence was than her own. She
was glad that Elizabeth seemed altogether docile and practicable this
morning.
"There’s a good girl now," Mrs. Ward added in the hope of pressing her
advantage home.
Elizabeth gave a little start of irritability.
"I wish you wouldn’t talk to me in that way, mama. I’m not a child."
"But surely your father knows best, dear," the mother insisted, "more
than--we do."
"Not necessarily," said Elizabeth.
"Why! How can you say so!" exclaimed Mrs. Ward, who bowed to all
authority as a part of her religion.
"Papa takes merely the conventional view," Elizabeth went on, "and the
conventional view is taken without thought."
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