Children -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Ghost stories; Governesses -- Fiction; Psychological fiction
“No, though I waited and waited, I confess it didn’t, and it was
without a breach of the silence or so much as a faint allusion to his
sister’s condition and absence that we at last kissed for good night.
All the same,” I continued, “I can’t, if her uncle sees her, consent to
his seeing her brother without my having given the boy—and most of all
because things have got so bad—a little more time.”
My friend appeared on this ground more reluctant than I could quite
understand. “What do you mean by more time?”
“Well, a day or two—really to bring it out. He’ll then be on _my_
side—of which you see the importance. If nothing comes, I shall only
fail, and you will, at the worst, have helped me by doing, on your
arrival in town, whatever you may have found possible.” So I put it
before her, but she continued for a little so inscrutably embarrassed
that I came again to her aid. “Unless, indeed,” I wound up, “you really
want _not_ to go.”
I could see it, in her face, at last clear itself; she put out her hand
to me as a pledge. “I’ll go—I’ll go. I’ll go this morning.”
I wanted to be very just. “If you _should_ wish still to wait, I would
engage she shouldn’t see me.”
“No, no: it’s the place itself. She must leave it.” She held me a
moment with heavy eyes, then brought out the rest. “Your idea’s the
right one. I myself, miss—”
“Well?”
“I can’t stay.”
The look she gave me with it made me jump at possibilities. “You mean
that, since yesterday, you _have_ seen—?”
She shook her head with dignity. “I’ve _heard_—!”
“Heard?”
“From that child—horrors! There!” she sighed with tragic relief. “On my
honor, miss, she says things—!” But at this evocation she broke down;
she dropped, with a sudden sob, upon my sofa and, as I had seen her do
before, gave way to all the grief of it.
It was quite in another manner that I, for my part, let myself go. “Oh,
thank God!”
She sprang up again at this, drying her eyes with a groan. “‘Thank
God’?”
“It so justifies me!”
“It does that, miss!”
I couldn’t have desired more emphasis, but I just hesitated. “She’s so
horrible?”
I saw my colleague scarce knew how to put it. “Really shocking.”
“And about me?”
“About you, miss—since you must have it. It’s beyond everything, for a
young lady; and I can’t think wherever she must have picked up—”
“The appalling language she applied to me? I can, then!” I broke in
with a laugh that was doubtless significant enough.
It only, in truth, left my friend still more grave. “Well, perhaps I
ought to also—since I’ve heard some of it before! Yet I can’t bear it,”
the poor woman went on while, with the same movement, she glanced, on
my dressing table, at the face of my watch. “But I must go back.”
I kept her, however. “Ah, if you can’t bear it—!”
“How can I stop with her, you mean? Why, just _for_ that: to get her
away. Far from this,” she pursued, “far from _them_—”
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