The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
Fiction
"It doesn't so very often happen that the _Times_ takes the subject of
its chief leading article from a man's first speech in the House of
Commons."
Then he folded the paper again at the parliamentary report and pointed
to a paragraph here and there. "That's what the leader of the
opposition said. Here's the reference the colonial minister made when
he wound up the debate. You see, both dealt with my speech."
There was a note of quiet elation in Harry Rames's voice. He had taken
another step along the chosen path. He had passed through another of
the ordeals.
Cynthia did not answer. She sat with the newspaper on her knees,
gazing forward with perplexed eyes. She looked almost disheartened.
Rames noticed the look and smiled.
"I know what's troubling you, Miss Daventry. You are wondering whether
it isn't, after all, the horrible truth that a desire to get on and
excel can achieve quite as much, and be quite as useful to the world,
as enthusiasm for a cause, the pure, genuine enthusiasm to make the
world better."
Cynthia turned to him with a start.
"Yes, I was wondering just in that way."
"Well, I'll answer you," said Rames firmly. "The desire to get on
achieves more and better things than enthusiasm for an idea."
"I can't believe it," cried Cynthia in revolt.
"Think it over," continued Rames. "Enthusiasm for cause blinds you to
the harm, the injustice which you may do in furthering your cause. The
desire to get on makes you appreciate the cause, and weigh it, yes,
but it makes you weigh also the methods of advance."
"No, no," cried Cynthia. "You push a garden roller over all my frail
illusions. Some day, I think, you'll pay;" and she turned suddenly
toward him. "Yes, I'm afraid you'll pay."
She glanced down at the paper and suddenly swept it off her knees. His
were ignoble views; she was sure of it. But none the less he was her
friend, and she took refuge from his views, as was her wont, in her
friendship. After all, he had come hot from his little triumph to tell
her of it. She recognized that she was making him an ungenerous
return.
"Tell me what you felt when you got up to speak! Were you nervous?"
she asked, and Rames relaxed from his attitude of vigilance and leaned
back with a laugh.
"I should have run away if I could," he said. "But I couldn't. I had
taken the trouble to make flight impossible. The House goes into
Committee over the estimates. I had asked Smale to speak to the
Chairman of Committees. He had done so. An opportunity had been made
for me. I had to make the best of it I could."
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