The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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When Kenway sat down, he found himself standing upon his legs. He was
aware at once that some one was standing beside him, Colonel
Challoner. Both men had risen. Almost he resumed his seat, and then he
heard his name called by the chairman, and from a very long way off an
encouraging cheer reached his ears.
He was conscious of the lack of a table in front of him or the barrier
of a platform--something on which he could rest a hand. He felt
strangely defenceless without it. He faltered through his opening
sentences in a voice which sounded to his ears weak and thin as a
ghost's. He saw a member take off his hat on the opposite benches,
rise, and make his way out; and at once he was certain that he was
making a dismal failure. Suddenly he remembered one member who had
risen to speak, had been called upon and had sunk back in his seat
without uttering more than a few unintelligible words. Was his to be
the same fate, he asked himself? And asking himself he lost the thread
of what he was saying and with a gasp retrieved it.
"It seemed to me," he said in describing the scene to Cynthia, "that I
stood there dumb and helpless for twenty seconds. As a matter of fact,
the interval was so short that not even my neighbors noticed it. I
suppose that I only paused for the fraction of a second, really."
"Yes," said Cynthia, and the trifle remained in her mind.
He was speaking, too, with a haze before his eyes and his hands
clutching at the edges of his coat. But he went on, and then quite
suddenly the haze thinned so that he saw the House and he heard his
voice ringing out clear and firm, not loud nor arrogant, filling the
Chamber and with just that note of deference which he had planned to
strike and had struck because the deference was sincere. He turned in
his place. He was no longer conscious of the need of a table in front
of him; he looked down the House toward the clock above the entrance
door, and he saw that the bar was thronged with members. Curiosity, no
doubt, had brought them in from the library and the smoking-room and
the lobby when his name went up on the tape--he had, after all, a
reputation. He, the least romantic of men, had some aura of romance
about him in that assembly; enough at all events to invite a momentary
interest. But they stayed, and as he spoke in a voice that went
steadily forward with the rhythm of marching men, he saw now one, now
another come out from the throng at the bar and slip into a seat. With
a throb of joy he realized that he was not failing, that now he was
not going to fail. The House had filled since he had risen and on all
the benches there was a great quiet. He turned toward the Speaker's
chair. The space at the sides of it was crowded too. He saw more than
one cabinet-minister standing. Above, behind the grille, he saw the
big hats and shadowy forms of the ladies in the gallery, and here and
there the gleam of an ermine stole against the light behind them. That
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