The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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Harry Rames was at a loss how to wrap the brutal truth up so that it
should not hurt overmuch. He had no other intention at this moment. He
was for once not considering what effect his answer would have upon
his own prospects and future.
"You were in my thoughts," he said. "That's true. For I was thinking
that now I could come to you. But, yes, I wanted to be sure of myself
first."
"Yes," said Cynthia slowly, and with humility she analyzed the meaning
of his words. "You never thought of me as a kind of inspiration to an
even greater success in the future if you succeeded now, or as a kind
of consolation if you failed. It may be vanity to say so, but I think
that is what a woman in whom you were interested, and who was
interested in you, would have liked you to have thought. I was, after
all, shut out, wasn't I? I was to hear of the achievement after it was
done and over, and I was neither to share the preliminary fears, nor
feel the revulsion when the triumph came."
"Yes, but look at it from my point of view. There are many who want to
marry you--men with something to offer. It wouldn't have been fair if
I didn't bring something in my basket too."
"Fair!" cried Cynthia scornfully. "Oh, I know, that's the point of
view of the man--at least," and as she realized that she had been
unjust, her face dimpled to smiles, "of the men one rather likes." For
it occurred to her that Lord Helmsdale would have been troubled by no
such scruples.
"No," she said. "You wouldn't have borrowed another man's thoroughbred
so that you might cut a dashing figure while you proposed."
Rames had no idea of what she meant, and he behaved as he usually did
when unintelligible things were said to him by women. He asked for no
explanations and just took no notice of Cynthia's words. He sat
quietly at her side and waited.
The clock struck the hour. He put his hand into his pocket, and at the
movement Cynthia started.
"There is no hurry," said Harry Rames. "I was only getting out my
cigarette case. May I smoke?"
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