The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The furtive movement of her husband increased her fears and at the
same time wounded her pride. They were to be frank with one another.
That was the pledge which each had given to the other. And here was
the pledge broken, for Harry was definitely practising concealments.
Cynthia, however, did not belong to the tribe of the clamorous. She
stepped within the room and left him to continue the conversation.
Rames spoke hastily to engage her attention.
"Poizat came to see me this afternoon."
"Yes?"
"He was desperate. We talked over his position. I recommended him to
go to Tangier and settle there. He has a little money. He will find
compatriots, and I should think it's the place where people will be
least likely to trouble about him. I fancy that he will go there. But
it's a bad business to have to start life all over again at seventy."
"Yes," said Cynthia.
She watched him as he walked up and down the room, making up her mind
that on her side at all events the pledge should not be broken.
"M. Poizat said something to me which I think is true. That nothing
one has ever done is ever quite done with."
Harry Rames stopped in his walk. He stood quite still for a few
moments.
"Oh, surely that's not true," he said carelessly and resumed his
pacing. But Cynthia was aware of a change in him. Before he had been
thinking of Poizat and his destiny; now he was alert and waiting upon
her words.
"I believe that it's more true than he knew. For even if nothing
actual comes of the thing done, it's still there, recorded in the
character. Harry, we are in the clutch of finished things."
Her voice rose in a low cry and brought Harry swiftly round upon his
heel. Her words hit him shrewdly, but her aspect more shrewdly still.
She was still standing close by the door. She was dressed in a gown of
pale blue and gold with a bright ribbon of blue in her hair. Her cloak
had slipped from her shoulders to her feet, her gloves were twisted in
her hands, her eyes wide and dark with trouble looked out from a face
which was piteously wistful. She made unconsciously a poignant appeal
to him. The delicate loveliness of her youth and the gay panoply of
her attire contrasted so strikingly with the quivering misery of her
face.
"What makes you believe that, Cynthia?" He crossed the room to her
side and shook her arm with a friendly gesture familiar to her.
"Poizat's case is not enough to build a world of theory on."
"Nor do I," replied Cynthia. "I was adding to that case another."
Harry Rames flinched.
"What other?" he asked with an effort.
"Years ago in Argentina I once listened at a door," she began, and in
Harry's eyes shone a great relief. "What I heard frightened me. I lay
awake in terror all that night. I have lived in fear ever since. I
could not shake fear off even after I knew there was no longer any
cause for fear. I can find causes anywhere. Fear's the truth of me.
Most of the things which I have done have been done from fear."
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