The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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Again a spell of silence followed upon his words and Cynthia did not
raise her eyes from her work. She was wearing a hat with a wide brim
and Harry Rames could see nothing of her face.
"Won't you get your charts out and show me?" she asked. She had
mastered her voice so that there was no sound of effort in it.
"I haven't got them here," said Harry, with a fine indifference. "They
are in London I believe, somewhere or other."
Cynthia's needle stopped.
"In London," she said. An idea had occurred to her. "Locked up?"
"Very likely. I may have locked them up. I have done with them
altogether, you see."
"Of course," said Cynthia.
This time it was Harry who did not at once reply. The finality of that
"of course" brought a flush of anger into his face. He almost blamed
her for her blindness, though all his efforts aimed at keeping her
blind.
"I will ride into Hickleton this afternoon," he said, "and make sure
that the chairman of our association has no pet candidate of his own."
"That will be a good plan," said Cynthia; and with a glance at the
crown of that broad hat and a surprise at the obtuseness of the head
which it so effectually concealed, he went out of the room. Not until
the door was closed did Cynthia lift her face from her work. Her eyes
were brimming with tears and she let her hands lie idle on her lap
while the tears overflowed and ran down her cheeks. She was not much
given to tears, but to-day they had their way with her. She was
wretched. Their marriage had been a mistake. From first to last Mr.
Benoliel had been right, but she would not listen to him and be
warned. Even this afternoon he had accused her--for so she now looked
upon his words--with his pitiless truths. It was true that Harry was
discouraged, that his face had grown thin and worn, that despite the
brave show which he was making, he was utterly unhappy. Harry's words,
"The men who go South are driven on by a torment of their souls,"
lived with her night and day. They were written in fire upon every
wall of her house. In that torment Harry Rames was now tossing and
must toss, enduring the anguish of his longing silently--just as
silently as she herself was weeping in the empty room.
She was afraid of herself and dissatisfied with herself. Afraid,
because she had been perilously near to one wild outcry, "Since your
heart is set on it, go!" Dissatisfied, because she had stifled the
words before they were spoken, because she could not bring herself to
speak them, and never would.
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