The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
Fiction
For a week or two after that evening Cynthia walked in a dream. The
great trouble which had weighed upon her thoughts incessantly was
altogether gone. Mr. Benoliel had been right in his conjectures. He
must still be right, she reasoned. He had foreseen the trouble
accurately. "You will be living with your enemy or living quite
alone." But he had added a saving clause. If on both sides there was
love, then salvation would be found. Cynthia did not enquire very
deeply into Mr. Benoliel's meaning. The salvation would come
automatically, following upon love. She was content to think that and
she walked in a world of roses as in the days of her girlhood in the
estancia before James Challoner had come to claim her.
But after a fortnight she waked from her dream. Life was different: it
was intensified. There was a little more sunlight on a sunny day, a
little more sparkle in the summer, one walked to music. But the
trouble was not gone, in spite of the fact that on both sides there
was love. For with love, contentment had not come to Harry Rames. He
watched himself, but she watched him closer and she knew. His sleep
grew disturbed. The torment of his soul was not appeased. Daily he
became more and more the convict at the oar. There grew up between
them a loving enmity.
A morning came in the middle of July when to Cynthia the strain became
intolerable. She was riding under the trees in the Row. It was not yet
half-past nine and the air was still fresh with the dews of the night.
A light haze hung near to the ground, the sunlight touched the green
alleys of trees to gold, and far off across the Park soldiers were
marching to the drums and fifes. She had reached the cross-road which
leads to the Albert Gate when an impulse seized her. Mr. Brook was
riding at her side, dilating enthusiastically on the importance of
their group in the House of Commons, while Cynthia from time to time
said mechanically "yes," and again "yes," and wished with her whole
heart that all the bores in London would not take their exercise at
half-past nine in the morning. Mr. Brook was in full swing when
Cynthia abruptly reined in her horse.
"Good-by," she said, "I am afraid I have something I must do," and to
Mr. Brook's astonishment she turned and cantered quickly back to Hyde
Park Corner. Thence she rode to Grosvenor Square, gave her horse to
her groom, and burst into Mr. Benoliel's dining-room where he sat
breakfasting delicately amidst his silver and flowers. She waved the
butler from the room and sat down at the table at right-angles to Mr.
Benoliel.
"I am very unhappy," she said. "I was riding in the Park. It seemed
ridiculous to be unhappy on a day like this. Yet I am. So I put my
pride in my pocket."
She spoke with a kind of petulance, like one aggrieved and surprised
at the contrariness of things. But Mr. Benoliel recognized that her
distress was very real. His face clouded over; he laid his hand upon
her arm.
"Have some breakfast, Cynthia."
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