The TurnstileMason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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The Turnstile
Mason, A. E. W. (Alfred Edward Woodley)
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He struck a match and set light to the paper. The wood crackled, the
flames spurted up. Cynthia threw off her cloak and, crouching before
the fire, warmed herself. Harry Rames drew up an arm-chair for her.
"Won't you sit here, Cynthia, and be comfortable?" he asked, and his
voice seemed to rouse her from a gloomy contemplation. She stood up
and walked over to his bureau.
Harry's eyes followed her movements closely. With a growing
consternation he saw her grasp the handles of a locked drawer and try
to open it.
"What do you keep in here, Harry?" she asked.
"Oh, some old forgotten things."
"Your charts?"
"My word, yes. I believe they are there," he said with an air of
surprise.
"Will you show them to me?" Cynthia asked. "I should like to see
them."
"I don't know where the key is. It's lost."
"Are you sure?"
"For all the chance I have of finding it, dear, it might just as well
be at the bottom of the Serpentine."
Harry had not moved away from the fireplace. Cynthia, her back toward
him, had been playing with the brass handles of the locked drawer. Now
she swung round suddenly. Often she had wondered what errand had taken
him from the house at one o'clock of the morning after she had
revealed her heart to him in this very room. Now she guessed the
truth. It was on that night that he had begun to build up his dykes
against the encroachments of his longings. She faced him; her eyes
burned steadily upon his face, thoughtful, but betraying nothing of
her thoughts.
"Yes," she said, "I suppose it might as well be in the Serpentine."
She turned again to the drawer.
"A knife will open it easily, Harry."
Harry Rames moved uncomfortably.
"It had better be left alone, Cynthia," he said. But she insisted and,
opening a blade of his knife, he went reluctantly across the room to
her side.
"It is your wish, Cynthia. You will remember that?" he said gravely.
"For myself I would much rather that it should never be unlocked until
both of us are dead."
Cynthia showed no surprise at the gravity of his voice. But now she
too paused. "There is still time," she was saying to herself in
feverish trouble of mind, though her face was calm. "There is still
time. He is giving me my chance--my last chance." Her eyelids were
lowered over her eyes and she glanced at him under the thick lashes.
"You are afraid to open it, Harry?"
"Yes, I am afraid."
It was not merely the outrush of old and overwhelming memories which
he dreaded. But that locked drawer had become to him a symbol of his
own self-mastery. So long as it remained locked, and no longer, he
would dominate his torments and be the captain of his soul. For so
long he would keep locked a frail door against his yearnings. Cynthia,
in a voice so faltering and low that it was hardly audible, said:
"Still I should like it opened."
"Very well."
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