As a servant came to tell us all was ready, the young gentleman,
noticing how strange she looked, came towards us with an anxious face.
He himself didn't look as well as he might have done. But he was
resolute and stern rather than white with the terror of what was to
come; as she was.
'Edith, I think that you had better stay behind; and you, too.'
This was to me. But I would have no truck with any such suggestion. I
had no fear of what I was going to see; I knew it wouldn't be my
James. It was because I had no fear that I was resolved to see. Their
eyes I wouldn't trust; not Mr. FitzHoward's, nor Dr. Clinton's, nor
any one's, except my own. If James was dead, and in that coffin, of
which I'd heard so much, then for me there was an end of everything.
But I knew he wasn't, and, let them tell what tales they might, I'd
require the evidence of my own eyes before I believed he was. It was
right and proper that Miss Desmond should stay behind, for that she
was in a piteous plight was plain; and this was a business in which
her concern was as nothing compared to mine, but with me it was a
different tale.
'I shall go. But you--' I turned to her; 'I think that you had better
stay.'
'I can't! I can't!' she said. Then she dropped her voice. 'I daren't!'
The young gentleman's face grew darker.
'I shall have to forbid you. You are not well; there is no reason why
you should come; rather there is why you shouldn't; and you must
excuse my saying, Edith, that we want no scenes.'
'Don't--don't forbid me.' She put her hand on his arm. 'I promise you
shall have no scene.'
She went; she and I alone together in a carriage. It turned out that
the mausoleum wasn't very far away; half a mile, perhaps, or
three-quarters; but she never would have walked it. All the way she
sat holding my hand, sometimes squeezing it so tight that she hurt.
And such a look upon her face! Just before we stopped she spoke; I
expect because she couldn't keep still any longer.
'What do you think he's afraid of?'
The question took me aback; because I had been wondering myself, and
the more I wondered the less I could think.
'I don't know. But if I were you I wouldn't trouble, whatever it is.'
'You wouldn't trouble? And he's my man?'
I knew she was hinting at what I'd said about James. When she spoke
like that I'd nothing else to say.
I never saw anything like that mausoleum. It was like a little church
built of granite. We went through a door into a sort of tiny room. The
two doctors met us. Sir Gregory spoke.
'Everything is ready. Now, my dear ladies, this young lady'--meaning
me--'is the only one of you for whose presence there is the slightest
necessity. Lady Violet, and you, Miss Desmond, if you take my urgent
advice, will remain here till she returns.'
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