'Is that so? Indeed! I really think that I begin to see how extremely
desirous it was that I should be dead. What a happy family you would
have been! So sorry I'm alive. Dead men's shoes always are slow
travellers. Thank you, Reggie. I shall perhaps see you again a little
later on.'
I feel convinced he'd have liked to hit me as he went out. There's an
utter lack in some people's bosoms of that true sympathy, the absence
of which strikes a fatal blow at the very root of the family system.
It's a fact; I've noticed it before. Why, because your brother merely
twists your nose off your face, should you resent it? It's that kind
of feeling which tears an united family asunder.
I improved the occasion with Foster; filling him, I feel sure, with a
profound conviction that there wasn't much difference between the
Marquis of fifteen years ago and his lordship of to-day. I had to be
him all the way along; and I was. When I'm playing a character I like
to be thorough. When I'd been thorough enough I shunted Foster.
I felt a sort of desire to be alone. I'd been in some funny places,
but this did seem as though it was going to be the funniest. It looked
as if this was going to be the Julius Cæsar kind of thing. As if there
wasn't to be any opposition at all. I'd only had to hang up my hat in
the hall to become king of the castle. When I'd wanted all that a chap
had got I'd always been game to fight him; but I wasn't used to his
handing it over to me, without so much, even, as a trifling argument,
with a remark that it was mine. It looked as if I was in for a real
good thing.
And yet--human nature's a freak; you never know where to class
it!--and yet, I wasn't sure that I felt so inclined to kick up my
heels as I expected. The Marquis of Twickenham was an uncommonly fine
person to be: for those who liked to be the Marquis of Twickenham. I
hadn't been him much more than an hour, and already I was beginning to
wonder if I did. There were houses and lands, and money at the bank,
and servants to kick, and sacred duties to play old Harry with;
but--well, I was starting to doubt if there was freedom. The kind of
freedom I was used to, which has always been to me like the air I've
breathed. On my davy, I didn't wonder that lying scoundrel made a bolt
of it. A chap like that would have been clean wasted in Twickenham
House. Maybe he wasn't all the fool I took him for.
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