There they were, bouncing about me like two indiarubber balls. They
still thought I was playing the game. The worst of it was, I almost
felt as if I was, myself. I could hardly keep my countenance, in spite
of the stake which was dependent on it.
'Pray may I inquire why you call me dad?'
'Tause you are!' cried Pollie. 'Give me a tiss!'
I picked up the small bundle of girl and kissed her; till her laughter
might have been heard on the other side of the square. While I was
still engaged in this operation the door was opened again. When I
turned to see who might be this fresh disturber of my privacy, there
was Mary.
Then I knew the fat was in the fire. This was quite a different kettle
of fish. Playing the fool with those two children was one thing.
Admitting myself to be Mr. James Merrett, after my repudiation of Mr.
Montagu Babbacombe, was altogether another. I hadn't time to consider;
to ask myself what was the meaning of her presence there. It was a
case of act first and think afterwards. That was what I did.
A smile lit up her face when she saw me standing there with Pollie in
my arms. With the prettiest cry she came towards me, holding out both
her hands. There never was a lovelier woman in this world than my
Mary; nor a better shaped. And her movements are in keeping. I'm keen
on grace in a woman. If there's anything more graceful than she is,
whether she sits, or stands, or moves, it's in a picture. I'll swear
it isn't flesh and blood. As she came, with her arms stretched towards
me, I thought that I'd never seen her looking better.
'James!'
I'd have given a trifle to have been able to take her in my arms. But
I didn't dare. I drew back--civility itself.
'I beg your pardon?'
She came closer.
'James!'
'I think there must be some mistake.'
When I said that, her arms dropped to her sides; the smile vanished;
her face went white. It hurt me to see how she changed. I asked myself
if there was any game going in which the stakes were worth all this.
'Don't you--don't you know me, James? I'm--I'm Mary.'
'Mary?' How the very name rang in my heart as I repeated it. 'I'm
afraid I'm hardly entitled to address a stranger by her Christian
name.'
'A stranger? I'm--I'm your wife.'
'My wife?' Lord! how glad I was to know it. Never man had one so good.
'I'm afraid that, unlike many men who are more fortunate, that's an
article I don't possess.'
I could see that she pressed her finger-tips into her palms. I had
never seen her look more lovely than she did then, in her bewilderment
and distress. My heart cried out to me to take her and to hold her
fast. But I didn't dare.
'What does it mean? You know my children, and you don't know me?'
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