That was a nice character for a man who ever from his youth upward had
been a fighter to find himself possessed of. I did wish he had been a
sinner on some other lines. There are offences which a man, having
committed, may, as Foster suggested, live down. But none of them
seemed to have come his lordship's way. He had done the unforgivable,
and unforgettable, things--the things whose memory load a man with
ignominy long after he has rotted in his grave. One might as well talk
of flying as of living them down. Even though he attained to the years
of Methuselah, to the last hour of his life he'd be a pariah. Perhaps,
after all, his lordship had done the wisest thing in going away. It
was I who had been a fool in coming back.
The Marquis of Twickenham was a frost. The accidents of his position
only made that fact the more notorious. Though he had a million in
ready money, so huge a rent roll, lands and houses, decent folks would
have none of him. It was not necessary for me to have become such a
mangy knave if I desired to hobnob with the other sort. Not a
clean-smelling soul came near. But I had visits from various
representatives of the scum of the earth, who thought, even after
fifteen years, that they had a pull on me. Lord! how I enlightened
them. They all, with one accord, were struck by certain developments
in his lordship's character.
But I hadn't done this thing to convert the riff-raff, nor with any
intention of conveying to their benighted intelligence the elementary
fact that there's no fool like a certain kind of knave. I wasn't
happy.
Better Mary, and the kids, and Little Olive Street, a hundred thousand
times than this. The joke was when Foster, who saw how the shoe
pinched, suggested I should marry. I thanked him kindly, and asked
him, since he had gone so far, if he'd go a little further and name a
lady.
'For instance, have you a daughter of your own?'
'My lord, I remain a bachelor.'
'Then who has a daughter, or a sister, who you think would suit?'
'Undoubtedly there are many such.'
'Of my own degree?'
'There are good women of all degrees.'
'Meaning that the good women of my own degree would probably decline.'
'My lord, if you will allow me to say so, I think you take too
pessimistic a view of your own position. At first I thought your point
of view too optimistic. Now you appear to have gone to the other
extreme.'
'I didn't know then what I know now.'
'I don't understand.'
'Possibly not. You think me too pessimistic. Go on.'
'For one who has lived such a youth as your lordship it seems to me
that one very desirable course is open.'
'Suicide?'
'No, my lord, not suicide.'
'Murder? To be of the slightest service it would have to be on a
wholesale scale.'
'The course I would advise would be a new environment.'
'Meaning?'
'Let the past be past. Treat it as a closed book not to be reopened.
Cut it adrift. And let your lordship seek fresh acquaintances, and
fresh associations.'
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