All I had gained was a blackguard's name and his unspeakable
reputation, a property which no decent creature would approach while I
was near, and a shipload of money for which, under existing
circumstances, I had no use whatever. As it happens, my tastes are
simple. I like plain food, well cooked, and sound whisky. Those things
don't cost much. In the matter of personal adornment I'm not taking
anything. I'm not a tailor's block, and as for jewellery, I never wore
even a finger ring or a scarf pin--and never will. I've a respectful
admiration for the gentleman who plasters his money on his person, but
as a general rule I find that I prefer to look at him from the other
side of the room. I like a horse, and I'd always have good cattle. But
riding alone's no fun, and from driving with a groom for constant
company, the Lord preserve us! I've a pretty straight eye along the
barrel of a gun: but who wants to go shooting in one's own society?
I've a taste for the sea, but a yacht with only the crew aboard is
dull o'nights. There's no one round who's fonder of a gamble, but I do
bar sitting down with a job lot of men all with their eyes skinned to
notice when you first begin to cheat.
No; if I was to do these things I'd do them as the Marquis of
Twickenham should, or not at all. I'd be courted: I'd not court. I'd
not descend into the gutter to be hail-fellow-well-met with those to
whom my rank and fortune were everything, and who'd be willing, to my
face--I'd never dare to turn it away for fear of what they'd say
behind my back--to excuse my character on their account. My peers or
nothing; and they, at least, on equal ground. My Lord of Twickenham
was a great man; if he wasn't, he was nothing. As for living things
down, I hadn't the time to spare. I'd be dead before I was a hundred
years older; and, anyhow, it wasn't good enough.
It got borne in on me more and more, as I continued to reside in that
atmosphere of undignified dignity, that there was something that was
good enough, and that was just across the road. Mary and the kids. I
had only seen her that once, and I was starving for another sight. I
wasn't surrounded by trusting friends; and slipping from Twickenham
House to Little Olive Street and back again was a trick which might be
played once too often. If it was, Mary would find me out. And then--
I'd be a Marquis of Twickenham to her. The Lord forbid!
I had thought of a better way. The Marquis of Twickenham had placed
where he knew he'd always be able to find it a nice little sum of
money. I don't want to overload this part with details, so I won't say
just how much. It was enough. The interest would enable Mr. and Mrs.
Merrett to live the rest of their lives in something more than
comfort. Mary would think herself rich beyond the dreams of avarice.
God bless the girl!
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