Hence he was hardly in a mood to make a triumphal return to the home
of his fathers, particularly as that return was attended with
circumstances which might be described as delicate. He had decided to
put in an appearance at St. James's Square that very night. When he
found himself in the street his resolution wavered. The glare and
tumult bewildered him. He was more than half afraid of the
kaleidoscopic crowd. When a man, who has crucified himself during a
period extending over years, drops off his cross, he is hardly in a
mood to appreciate at once London as it is at night. Besides, the
place was strange. He saw changes on every hand; and when he had at
last concluded to try and play the man, he had to ask his way to his
own home. And then he lost himself upon the road.
He found himself, however, when he entered the sombre purlieus of St.
James's Square. That was familiar ground. Wherever he had gone he had
carried a picture of it in his brain. So far as he could see, for the
place was more in shadow than in light, it was unchanged. He walked
right round. As he went, a backwater from the past rushed over him,
bearing him on its current to the days that were. He seemed to see
himself once more a lad. With uncomfortable clarity of vision, he saw
what kind of lad he was. He shuddered; and, as he neared his father's
house, drew back ashamed. It was almost as if an invisible barrier had
prevented his close approach. Round the square he went again. As,
coming from the other direction, he approached Twickenham House a
second time, he saw a man come through the door; a man who stood upon
the pavement for a moment to shake his fist at the building which he
had just quitted. Then, wheeling round upon his heels, he came smartly
forward. As his lordship observed the approaching figure he was
conscious of an odd sensation of amazement--of shock--as if he were
staring at something which was not to be explained by the ordinary
definitions which we use in our everyday experience, and which he more
than half suspected was a trick played him by his eyes.
When they came close together the two men stopped short. Each regarded
the other with surprise which, for a moment or two, was speechless.
Then the newcomer spoke.
'You're me. What price San Francisco? How goes it, my Lord Marquis?'
There was an interval before the answer came. This took the form of an
inquiry.
'What are you doing here?'
'Relinquishing the title. And you?'
'I'm returning home.'
Mr. Merrett whistled.
'Seems as if I might have known you were coming back from the husks
and swine, my dropping on to you like this. Anyhow, you're welcome.
You come along with me; I'll post you up to date.'
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