She looked at him for a second, as if she didn't catch what he meant.
Then she took up one of James's likenesses.
'Isn't that Leonard?'
'No; it is not.'
'Douglas!--are you seriously saying that to me?'
'I tell you it is not. You are under a complete misapprehension. I am
not able, nor, at this moment, am I willing, to tell you what the
facts of the case actually are, but I do assure you of this--and I beg
you to be so good as to remember that I have never told you a
falsehood in my life--that the original of that photograph is not the
person you suppose; and that any conclusions you may deduce from the
supposition that he is are erroneous.'
'Douglas, in reply, shall I tell you what I think? Not all; for that
would be to entirely destroy the whole fabric on which my life has
been reared; but in part.'
'Edith, I entreat you to be warned in time; before the mischief's done
beyond repair. Whatever you have to say to me say when we're alone.'
'You've not allowed me to say anything even when we've been alone;
you've always wished to put a lock upon my lips. And think what you
have said to me! No; it will not do. By some process of reasoning
which is beyond my comprehension you appear to have made a compromise
with your own conscience which will be productive of more evil than
that of which you are afraid.'
'Afraid!--I am afraid of nothing.'
'Of nothing? And yet you're afraid that I should speak; and do not
dare to speak yourself.'
I simply fear your rashness.'
Then, indeed, my dear Douglas, you are afraid of nothing; for I'm not
of that constitution from which rashness springs. The truth is, you
exaggerate. Your life has been so dominated by a single hope that, now
a new factor appears, you over-estimate the consequences which may
accrue. I have always held it better policy to look the truth straight
in the face; and, until now, I have imagined that you thought with
me.'
'And you've been right. In this case I tell you again and again, that
what you take to be the truth is not the truth.'
'Douglas, all our lives we have known each other, but until now I have
not known you to be this man.'
What she meant I couldn't say; whatever it was, it made him turn away
from her.
'Edith! You're--you're doing me a great injustice.'
Her voice faltered when she spoke again.
'Is this--is this to be parting of the ways? Won't you speak, and so
save me from shaming you?'
'You'll shame yourself if you will not be advised by me.'
'Then I'll be shamed. For I'm of opinion that to be a party to the
concealment of what I deem to be the truth, now that I know it, would
be to make my shame much more.' She lifted Jimmy in her arms. 'My
little man, it's my sad duty to have to inform you that you're the
Most Honourable the Marquis of Twickenham. My Lord Marquis, I salute
you.'
She kissed him. It was plain that Jimmy had no more notion why she did
it, or what was the meaning of her hotch-potch of words, than I had.
He wasn't very far from crying.
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