England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
The mere desolation of the view (apart altogether from its history)
struck me with a feeling of horror. My mind seemed to lose its balance
in the dreadful stillness that was round me. I felt unutterable
forebodings of calamities to come. For the first time, I repented having
left England. My thoughts turned regretfully to the woody shores of
Greenwater Broad. If I had only held to my resolution, I might have been
at rest now in the deep waters of the lake. For what had I lived and
planned and traveled since I left Dermody's cottage? Perhaps only to
find that I had lost the woman whom I loved--now that I was in the same
town with her!
Regaining the outer rows of houses still left standing, I looked about
me, intending to return by the street which was known to me already.
Just as I thought I had discovered it, I noticed another living creature
in the solitary city. A man was standing at the door of one of the
outermost houses on my right hand, looking at me.
At the risk of meeting with another rough reception, I determined to
make a last effort to discover Mrs. Van Brandt before I returned to the
boat.
Seeing that I was approaching him, the stranger met me midway. His dress
and manner showed plainly that I had not encountered this time a person
in the lower ranks of life. He answered my question civilly in his own
language. Seeing that I was at a loss to understand what he said, he
invited me by signs to follow him. After walking for a few minutes in
a direction which was quite new to me, we stopped in a gloomy little
square, with a plot of neglected garden-ground in the middle of it.
Pointing to a lower window in one of the houses, in which a light dimly
appeared, my guide said in Dutch: "Office of Van Brandt, sir," bowed,
and left me.
I advanced to the window. It was open, and it was just high enough to be
above my head. The light in the room found its way outward through the
interstices of closed wooden shutters. Still haunted by misgivings of
trouble to come, I hesitated to announce my arrival precipitately by
ringing the house-bell. How did I know what new calamity might not
confront me when the door was opened? I waited under the window and
listened.
Hardly a minute passed before I heard a woman's voice in the room. There
was no mistaking the charm of those tones. It was the voice of Mrs. Van
Brandt.
"Come, darling," she said. "It is very late--you ought to have been in
bed two hours ago."
The child's voice answered, "I am not sleepy, mamma."
"But, my dear, remember you have been ill. You may be ill again if you
keep out of bed so late as this. Only lie down, and you will soon fall
asleep when I put the candle out."
"You must _not_ put the candle out!" the child returned, with strong
emphasis. "My new papa is coming. How is he to find his way to us, if
you put out the light?"
The mother answered sharply, as if the child's strange words had
irritated her.
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