England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"But Mary has been lost to me since I was a boy of thirteen."
"Be patient, and you will find her again. Mary is patient--Mary is
waiting for you. When you meet her, you will be ashamed to remember that
you ever loved Mrs. Van Brandt--you will look on your separation from
that woman as the happiest event of your life. I may not live to hear of
it--but _you_ will live to own that I was right."
Her perfectly baseless conviction that time would yet bring about my
meeting with Mary, partly irritated, partly amused me.
"You seem to agree with Dame Dermody," I said. "You believe that our two
destinies are one. No matter what time may elapse, or what may happen in
the time, you believe my marriage with Mary is still a marriage delayed,
and nothing more?"
"I firmly believe it."
"Without knowing why--except that you dislike the idea of my marrying
Mrs. Van Brandt?"
She knew that this view of her motive was not far from being the right
one--and, womanlike, she shifted the discussion to new ground.
"Why do you call her Mrs. Van Brandt?" she asked. "Mrs. Van Brandt is
the namesake of your first love. If you are so fond of her, why don't
you call her Mary?"
I was ashamed to give the true reason--it seemed so utterly unworthy of
a man of any sense or spirit. Noticing my hesitation, she insisted on my
answering her; she forced me to make my humiliating confession.
"The man who has parted us," I said, "called her Mary. I hate him with
such a jealous hatred that he has even disgusted me with the name! It
lost all its charm for me when it passed _his_ lips."
I had anticipated that she would laugh at me. No! She suddenly raised
her head as if she were looking at me intently in the dark.
"How fond you must be of that woman!" she said. "Do you dream of her
now?"
"I never dream of her now."
"Do you expect to see the apparition of her again?"
"It may be so--if a time comes when she is in sore need of help, and
when she has no friend to look to but me."
"Did you ever see the apparition of your little Mary?"
"Never!"
"But you used once to see her--as Dame Dermody predicted--in dreams?"
"Yes--when I was a lad."
"And, in the after-time, it was not Mary, but Mrs. Van Brandt who came
to you in dreams--who appeared to you in the spirit, when she was far
away from you in the body? Poor old Dame Dermody. She little thought,
in her life-time, that her prediction would be fullfilled by the wrong
woman!"
To that result her inquiries had inscrutably conducted her! If she had
only pressed them a little further--if she had not unconsciously led
me astray again by the very next question that fell from her lips--she
_must_ have communicated to _my_ mind the idea obscurely germinating in
hers--the idea of a possible identity between the Mary of my first love
and Mrs. Van Brandt!
"Tell me," she went on. "If you met with your little Mary now, what
would she be like? What sort of woman would you expect to see?"
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