France -- History -- Henry II, 1547-1559 -- Fiction; Montgomery, Gabriel, comte de, 1530-1574 -- Fiction
"And why impossible?" said Diane. "Something in my heart assures me that
these dread secrets concern me quite as nearly as yourself, and that you
have no right to conceal them from me."
"That is very true," Gabriel rejoined, "and you have certainly as much
right as I to this suffering. But since the burden bears upon me alone,
ask me not to share it with you."
"But I do ask it, and desire, nay, I demand my rightful share of your
burdens," Diane returned; "and to go still further, Gabriel, I implore
you! Will you refuse me?"
"But I have sworn to the king!" exclaimed Gabriel anxiously.
"You have sworn?" rejoined Diane. "Very well, keep your oath loyally to
strangers or to indifferent persons, nay, even to your friends, and it
will be well done of you. But with me, who, as you admit, have as deep
an interest as yourself in this mystery, can you, ought you, to preserve
this baleful silence? No, Gabriel, not if you have any pity for me. My
doubts and anxiety on this subject have already torn my heart enough. In
this matter, if not, alas! in the other events of your life, I am, in a
measure, your second self. Do you perjure yourself, pray, when you muse
upon your secret in the solitude of your own conscience? Do you think
that my loyal and sincere heart, tried by so many bitter tests, will not
be as steadfast as yours to retain and hold in trust the secret of joy
or sorrow confided to it, and which belongs to it as much as to you?"
The soft and soothing tones of Diane's voice flowed on, moving the young
man's inmost soul, as if it were an instrument obedient to her words.
"And then, Gabriel, since fate forbids our being bound together by the
ties of happy love, how can you have the heart to deny me the only
communion of feeling which is permissible for us,--that of sorrow? Shall
we not suffer less if we suffer together? Is it not, then, very sad to
think that the only bond which can unite us still keeps us apart?"
Feeling that Gabriel, though half convinced, was still in doubt, she
resumed,--
"Besides, you must beware! If you persist in your silence, why should I
not adopt the same language with you which caused you so much terror and
anguish just now,--why, I know not,--but which you yourself, after all,
long ago taught my lips and my heart? Surely your betrothed has the
right to tell you over and over again that she loves you, and none but
you. Your promised wife in God's sight may surely, with a chaste caress,
put her head upon your shoulder and her lips to your forehead thus--"
But Gabriel, with a sinking heart, again put Diane aside, with a
shudder.
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