“Happy!” the poor lady cried in a lamentable voice; but then her voice
failed her, though a dozen questions rose and fluttered through her
mind. Could Geoff be happy in abandoning his mother? Would he give her
up for a bit of a girl who never could love him half so well? Was it
possible that there was anything wanting to his happiness now, watched
over and cared for as he was? She sat gazing aghast into the vacant air
before her, suddenly brought face to face with a question which was far
more serious even than the loss of the money. If the money was to be
lost, Mrs Underwood felt in herself the power of enduring everything. To
be housemaid and valet to Geoff would be, in its way, a kind of
blessedness; it would knit the domestic ties closer. She would have more
of her boy if they lived in a smaller space, in a poorer way; and with
that happiness before her, what did she care for poverty? But her
sister’s suggestion brought in an entirely different circle of ideas.
She saw herself dropping apart from Geoff’s life altogether. He, happy
with his young wife: she, set aside from his existence: and she looked
at that visionary picture aghast. To be cut in pieces was one thing, to
stand aside and let him go away from her was another. Was it all
selfishness, as Anna said?
“I see I have startled you,” said Miss Anna; “but it is too late for
anything now; that eldest girl is not to be taken in. She will fight it
out; she will drag us through the mire. Never mind, it was Geoff’s
fault, and Geoff will have to bear the brunt. But you will be able to
keep him to yourself, and that will be a consolation,” she added with a
sneer. “Never mind what he has to put up with as long as you can keep
him to yourself: that is everything to you, I know. And there’s the
dressing bell, Mary. We must have our dinner, whatever happens,” Miss
Anna said.
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