Geoff sat late that night thinking over all that had happened and was
going to happen. He had begun to ask himself what he could do to make a
little money, and the answer had not been a satisfactory one. It is very
common in novels, and even in society, to represent every young man who
is without occupation as doing literary work and finding it always ready
to his hand. And, naturally, Geoff thought of that among other things.
But he did not know what to write about, nor to whom to take his
productions if they were written. He knew what he had learned at school
and at Oxford, but he did not know very much else. Classics and
philosophy are very excellent things, but it is hard to make money of
them immediately, save by being a professor or a schoolmaster, which
were occupations Geoff did not incline to and was not fitted for. He did
not understand much about politics; he was not deeply read in general
literature; he had no imagination of the creative sort. In short, like a
great many others, though he had all the will in the world to embrace
the profession of literature, which seems such an easy one, he did not
know how to do it; and to hope to support his mother and her sister upon
the few briefs which he was likely to get was ridiculous. As well
attempt to support them by sweeping chimneys. He reflected with a
doleful smile that even that required, if not special aptitude, at least
special training, of which he had none. He was thinking of this drearily
enough long after the rest of the household had, as he supposed, gone to
bed, and all was still.
Suddenly his door creaked a little, softly opened, and his mother stole
in. She was dressed in an old-fashioned dressing-gown, of what was then
called a shawl pattern, with a muslin cap on her head tied round with a
broad black ribbon. She had been going to bed, but had not been able to
go to bed without a little reconciliation and kind good-night to her
boy. “Did we quarrel, mother? I did not know it,” he said.
“Oh, quarrel, Geoff! we never quarrelled in our lives. You have always
been the best of sons, and I hope I have always appreciated you. I
couldn’t go to bed, my darling boy, if there was the least little thing
between me and you.”
“But there is nothing, mother,” he said, caressing the hand she had laid
upon his.
“Yes, there is something; I could not rest for thinking of it. Oh, is it
true, my darling, is it true that you want to be--married? If you had
that in your mind I would never stand in your way, you may be sure
never, whatever it might cost me. What is my happiness but in seeing
yours, my boy? I would never say a word. I would give up and go away;
oh, not far, to vex you, only far enough not to be spying upon you and
her; to leave you free, if you are sure it is really, really for your
happiness, my own boy.”
“Mother!” cried Geoff, staring at her, “I think you must have taken
leave of your senses. I--marry? at such a moment as this?”
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