She no longer felt amiably disposed towards the doctor. He had cast down
her dream-castle; he had represented her to herself as a vulgar
money-seeker; he had overthrown all her romantic hopes of gaining
advancement for her family, and making of Lenny a pattern English
gentleman, perhaps nobleman. She saw now what a slender foundation she
had built it all upon; but as nothing in the world would ever make Grace
give in, she hardened herself over her inward confusion, and stood like
a rock though her heart was quaking. The doctor made two or three sharp
little speeches; but he was half-angry, too, that the girls upon whom he
had been spending so much feeling should be so impervious to his
influence. He got up hurriedly at last, and said something about still
having some patients to see, though it was getting late.
“Good-night,” he said. “I should say I would be glad to do anything I
could to help you, if I did not think you were embarking upon a most
perilous undertaking. I think, permit me to say so, you should take your
mother’s advice first.”
“I shall do nothing mamma will disapprove of,” said Grace; and she
parted with stateliness from this friend who had been the only one to
succour them in their trouble.
As for Milly, she was very deprecating and tearful as she held out her
two hands to him. “Do not be angry!” she said with her beseeching eyes.
It was all the doctor could do not to stoop down and kiss this
peace-maker as he went away. He had thought her a little nobody at
first, but he did not do so now. “I declare she is as like Laura as one
flower is to another,” he said to himself as he went down-stairs. Now
Laura was the doctor’s favourite child--and what more could be said?
When he was gone, Grace returned to her previous occupation with her
father’s papers; but her heart was gone out of her search. “We might
have asked him at least to recommend some lawyer to us,” she said, which
was the only observation she made to Milly on the subject. Milly,
indeed, was dismissed altogether from the employment she had been
trusted with before Dr Brewer came in. Grace continued to look over the
papers, to put one on this heap, and the other on that; but she no
longer required Milly’s pen to write down and describe what each was.
For at least an hour they sat silent, the younger sister looking
wistfully on, the elder rustling the papers, bending over them with
puckers of careful consideration over her eyes, affecting to pause now
and then to deliberate over one or another. At length Grace gathered
them all together, with a sudden impatient movement, and, putting them
back into the despatch-box, concluded suddenly without any warning by an
outburst of tears.
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