Their father was not moved by the same ecstatic sentiments. He was not
Canadian born, as they were. He had left England about thirty years
before, and probably his return had recalled some feelings that were not
altogether delightful. He was an angular, tall man, not unlike the
commonly received type of an American, with a long face, somewhat sunken
cheeks, a very resolute and determined mouth--altogether grey and
rugged, like a gnarled tree. His eyes were deep-set and apt to get a
fiery sparkle in them on occasions. He was a man of hot temper and
inflexible obstinacy, not easy to deal with. But he was never
ill-tempered to his children. The boys, indeed, were often more or less
in conflict with their father; but to the girls he was always gentle and
kind. Perhaps they knew better how to glide over all shoals and reefs,
and find the safe channel to his favour. They and their mother knew very
well what subjects it was best to avoid. They had put up danger signals
on every side, and warned each other off this and that difficulty with
a glance. They did this without intention, only half conscious of their
own diplomacy. But so it was, that the girls were on the best of terms
with their father, and to them he never said a hasty or unkind word. He
sat very gravely between them, his countenance taking no reflection from
the light in theirs. He was disposed rather to say, Confound the fog. He
thought London just as dingy and disagreeable as it always had been; but
he said nothing. The girls! The girls had their heads turned, poor
children. He would not say anything to disturb their illusion. Let them
entertain it as long as they could. But he had other things to think of.
His mind was thronged with recollections. England was not to him a
historical country, a place full of poetry, full of great events; but a
very real world, with his own past in it, and many a thought and intent
of which the girls knew nothing. He sat between them, scarcely hearing
their eager chatter, but recalling with all the force of reality, as if
they had happened yesterday, the circumstances which had attended his
going away. He had not been very many years older than Grace, he
recollected, with a sort of wondering half amusement; but how clear it
was! Yesterday was not clearer--not so clear, indeed--for yesterday was
nothing very important in his life; whereas that day----
“It is quite true what Mr Winthrop said. I never saw anything so
poetical,” said Grace; “such a wonderful dreamy vista!--don’t you think
so, papa? When you look out to the end of the street you can’t tell what
it is you see. The light is just like a dull topaz--wasn’t that what Mr
Winthrop said? and you can’t tell what is beyond; it might be palaces or
mountains, or one can’t tell what. And to think it is England! and then
that sort of roar of the carriages. It is not like the sea; it is
like---- Oh, why should one try for similes?--it is like--just London, I
suppose.”
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