“She is as handsome as ever she was,” said the other hastily. “I am
coming, I am coming, Anna! It is a visitor--an old friend”--and she
turned round with the quickness of a girl, leaving the stranger standing
where she had found him, the candle on the hall table watching him like
a little wakeful sentinel. A glow of warmth and light came from the door
of the open room. He had not noticed it before; now it appeared to him
like a glimpse into some sanctuary. He could see a beautiful Persian
carpet, a softly-tinted wall hung with pictures; not that he noticed
what these details were, but took them in vaguely as producing an effect
of delicate brightness and luxury. Memory stole softly over the
far-travelled visitor. His present life had departed from him
altogether--he was living in the past, in his youth, thinking of the
pretty caprices of the girl whom he had thought the most beautiful, the
most delightful creature that God had made, in all her whims and
fancies. She had always been like that; and through all those thirty
years it had been constantly suggested to him, in the inmost recesses of
his mind, when he saw anything that was graceful or pretty, “It is just
like Anna--Anna would have liked that.” He had felt inclined to say it
to his wife a thousand times--his good wife, who never had heard of
Anna, and would not have heard of her with any pleasure. And now, here
was Anna close to him, enshrined in the warmth and surrounded by all the
prettinesses she had loved. It made his heart beat to think that he was
so near her, that he would see her presently--and even that she had been
unhappy. At fifty-five men are not often sentimental, but the hardest
would be softened by the thought of a beautiful woman who had been
unhappy about him for thirty years. He stood quite patiently, and waited
for admittance. The hesitation of the other, her evident unwillingness
to consent to his identity, which he could see was mingled all the time
with a conviction that he was the person he claimed to be, had irritated
and filled him with suspicions; but all this flew away upon the breath
of old, old, unchangeable feeling. Anna! he had never ceased to think
that the very name was music all these years.
The sound of the voices within the room was low at first, but
afterwards grew louder. Then it was mingled with impatient tappings as
of a stick on the floor, and Mary’s voice--he could trace both voices,
they were so different, even in the murmur of talk at the
beginning--took an expostulatory tone.
“I assure you, Anna--”
“Assure me nothing. Let him come in, let him come in: and I will let him
know what I think of him.”
It was certainly her voice; but in all his recollection he had never
heard this tone in it. He waited listening, half amused, half sad,
beginning to wonder more and more. At last he yielded to a sudden
impulse, and went straight forward to the half-opened door.
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