“He means--to show us some civility--to show us England--now that papa
is going to get better,” said Milly, throwing back her head with a
pretty movement of pleasure. But Dr Brewer did not raise his eyes. He
could not face them, the one so anxious to divine his meaning, the other
happy in her mistake. Milly was talkative and effusive in her joy. “Now
we ought to telegraph to mamma,” she cried. “She will have got the
first letter saying how ill papa was. It will be delightful to relieve
her mind all in a moment--to tell her he is getting well, almost as soon
as she knew that he was ill. We must telegraph to-morrow.”
Dr Brewer still did not meet Grace’s anxious gaze, which would have read
his face in a moment. “You are very young,” he said, “to have had such
a--responsibility upon you. You have been very brave hitherto, and you
will not break down now. I am afraid, indeed, that I shall have to
telegraph to your mother--very soon now.”
It was his tone more than what he said which disturbed Milly in her
happy confidence. She turned round suddenly and looked with an awful
inquiry, not at him but at Grace. Grace for her part, trembling, had
grasped Dr Brewer by the arm. “Doctor!” she said in a strange, stifled
voice. She could not say any more.
He covered her soft little thin hand with his and patted it gently. “My
poor dear children,” he said, “my poor children! how can I tell you----”
His voice was broken. It told all he had to say without the aid of any
words. How could he put it into words? For a moment it seemed to the
doctor as if the man’s death must be his fault, and that they would have
a right to upbraid him for letting their father die. He sat there with
his head drooped and with his heart full of sympathetic anguish, not
knowing what might happen next.
Milly gave a great cry. She had not feared all this time, and just now
she had been happy and triumphant in the thought that danger was over.
She cried out and threw herself suddenly on the ground at the doctor’s
feet. “Oh, no, no!” she cried. “Oh, don’t let it be. Don’t let it be!
Doctor, think of us poor girls; think of mamma and all the children;
doctor, doctor!” said Milly, her voice rising louder and louder in her
despair.
Grace had not said anything. She stood, her face all quivering with
anguish, her eyes fixed upon him. She seemed to take up the last
quivering note of Milly’s cry--“Is there no hope?” she said.
The doctor shook his head. He laid his hand tenderly upon poor Milly’s
hair--every line of his face was working. “Listen to me,” he said, his
voice trembling. “You have been very courageous, very good hitherto--and
now there is one last effort before you. You at least will stand by him
to the end. You will not make it worse, but better for him, Grace.”
The girl tried to speak two or three times before the words would come.
When she found utterance at last what she said was scarcely
intelligible. It was, “And Milly too.”
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