The Two Sides of the ShieldYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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The Two Sides of the Shield
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Domestic fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Dear little thing! It is a very sweet disposition. But, Gill, I do
believe that we shall see poor Dolly take a turn now!’
‘Well! having quarrelled with that Constance is in her favour!’
‘Try and think kindly of her trouble. Gill, and then it will be easier
to be kind to her.’
Gillian sighed. Falsehood and determined opposition to her mother were
the greatest possible crimes in her eyes; and at her age it was not easy
to separate the sin from the sinner.
New Year’s night was always held to be one of especial merriment, but
Lady Merrifield was so much tired out by her expedition that she hardly
felt equal to presiding over any sports, and proposed that instead the
young folk should dance. Gillian and Hal took turns to play for them,
and Uncle Reginald and Fly were in equal request as partners. It was
Mysie who came to draw Dolores out of her corner, and begged her to
be her partner--‘If you wouldn’t very much rather not,’ she said, in a
pleading, wistful, voice.
Dolores would ‘very much rather not;’ but she saw that Mysie would be
left out altogether if she did not consent, as Hal was playing and Uncle
Regie was dancing with Primrose. She thought of resolutions to turn over
a new leaf, and not to refuse everything so she said, ‘Yes, this once,’
and it was wonderful how much freshened she felt by the gay motion, and
perhaps by Mysie’s merry, good-natured eyes and caressing hand. After
that she had another turn with Gillian and one with Hal, and even one
with Fergus because, as he politely informed her, no one else would have
him for a quadrille. But, just as this was in progress, and she could
not help laughing at his ridiculous mistakes and contempt of rules
she met Uncle Reginald’s eye fixed on her in wonder ‘He thinks I don’t
care,’ thought she to herself. All her pleasure was gone, and she moved
so dejectedly that her aunt, watching from the sofa, called her and told
her she was over-tired, and sent her to bed.
Dolores was tired, but not in the way which made it harder instead of
easier to sleep, or, rather, she slept just enough to relax her full
consciousness and hold over herself, and bring on her a misery of terror
and loneliness, and feeling of being forsaken by the whole world. And
when she woke fully enough to understand the reality, it was no better;
she felt, then, the position she had put herself into, and almost saw
in the dark, Flinders’s malicious vindictive glance Constance’s anger,
Uncle Regie’s cold, severe look and, worse than all, her father reading
her letter’
She fell again into an agony of sobbing, not without a little hope
that Aunt Lily would be again brought to her side. At last the door was
softly pushed open in the dark, but it was not Aunt Lily, it was Mysie’s
little bare feet that patted up to the bed, her arms that embraced,
her cheek that was squeezed against the tearful one--‘Oh, Dolly, Dolly!
please don’t cry so sadly!’
‘Oh! it is so dreadful, Mysie!’
‘Are you ill--like the other night?’
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