The Two Sides of the ShieldYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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The Two Sides of the Shield
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Domestic fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Yes, I know Aunt Lily does now; but, oh! if you had seen Uncle Alfred’s
face, and heard Uncle Regie,’ and Dolly began to sob again as they
returned on her. ‘I see them whenever I shut my eyes!’
‘Darling,’ whispered Mysie, ‘when I feel bad at night, I always kneel up
in bed and say my prayers again!’
‘Do you ever feel bad?’
‘Oh yes, when I’m frightened, or if I’ve been naughty, and haven’t told
mamma. Shall we do it, Dolly?’
‘I don’t know what that has to do with it, but we’ll try.’
‘Mamma told me something to say out of.’
The two little girls rose up, with clasped hands in their bed, and Mysie
whispered very low, but so that her companion heard, and said with her a
few childish words of confession, pleading and entreating for strength,
and then the Lord’s Prayer, and the sweet old verse:--
‘I lay my body down to sleep,
I give my soul to Christ to keep,
Wake I at morn, as wake I never,
I give my soul to Christ for ever.’
‘Ah! but I am afraid of that. I don’t like it,’ said Dolores, as they
lay down again.
‘It won’t make one never wake,’ returned Mysie; ‘and I do like to give
my soul to Christ. It seems so to rest one, and make one not afraid.’
‘I don’t know,’ said Dolores; ‘and why did you say the Lord’s Prayer?
That hasn’t anything to do with it!’
‘Oh, Dolly, when He is our Father near, though our own dear fathers
are far away, and there’s deliver us from evil--all that hurts us, you
know-and forgive us. It’s all there.’
‘I never thought that,’ said Dolores. ‘I think you have some different
prayers from mine. Old nurse taught me long ago. I wish you would always
say yours with me. You make them nicer.’
Mysie answered with a hug, and a murmured ‘If I can,’ and offered to
say the 121st Psalm, her other step to comfort, and, as she said it, she
resolved in her mind whether she could grant Dolores’s request; for
she was not sure whether she should be allowed to leave her room before
saying her own, and she I knew enough of Dolores by this time to be
aware that to say she would ask mamma’s leave would put an end to all.
‘I know,’ was her final decision; ‘I’ll say my own first, and then come
to Dolly’s room.’
But by that time Dolores was asleep, even if Mysie had not been too
sleepy to speak.
She meant to have rushed to the room she shared with Valetta before it
was time to get up, but Lots found the black head and the brown together
on Dolores’s pillow, wrapped in slumber; and though Mysie flew home as
soon as she was well awake, Mrs. Halfpenny descended on her while she
was yet in her bath, and inflicted a sharp scolding for the malpractice
of getting into her cousin’s bed.
‘But Dolly was so miserable, nurse, and mamma was too tired to call.’
‘Then you should have called me, Miss Mysie, and I’d have sorted her
well! You kenned well ‘tis a thing not to be done and at your age; ye
should have minded your duties better.’
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