The Two Spies: Nathan Hale and John AndréLossing, Benson John
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The Two Spies: Nathan Hale and John André
Lossing, Benson John
André, John, 1751-1780; Hale, Nathan, 1755-1776
The sleepy Claptonian train are gone to bed, somewhat wearied with
their excursion to Enfield, whither they have this day carried their
favorite little Frenchman, so _great_ a favorite; the parting was quite
tragical. I walked hither from town, as usual, to-night; no hour of
the twenty-four is so precious to me as that devoted to this solitary
walk. O my friend! I am far from possessing the patient frame of mind
which I so continually invoke! Why is Lichfield an hundred and twenty
miles from me? There is no _moderation_ in the distance! Fifty or sixty
miles had been a great deal too much, but _then_ there would have been
less opposition from _authority_ to my frequent visits. I conjure you,
supply the want of these blessings by frequent _letters_. I must not,
will not ask them of Honora, since the use of the pen is forbid to her
declining health; I will content myself, as usual, with a postscript
from her in your epistle. My sisters are charmed with the packet which
arrived yesterday, and which they will answer soon.
As yet I have said nothing of our journey. We met an entertaining Irish
gentleman at Dunchurch, and, being fellow-sufferers in cold and hunger,
joined interests, ordered four horses, and stuffed three in a chaise.
It is not to _you_--I need not apologize for talking in rapture of an
higgler whom we met on our road. His cart had passed us, and was at a
considerable distance, when, looking back, he perceived that our chaise
had stopped, and that the driver seemed mending something. He ran up
to him, and with a face full of honest anxiety, pity, good-nature, and
every sweet affection under heaven, asked him if we wanted anything;
that he had plenty of nails, ropes, etc., in his cart. That wretch of a
postillion made no other reply than "We want nothing, master." From the
same impulse the good Irishman, Mr. Till, and myself, thrust our heads
instantly out of the chaise, and tried to recompense to the honest
creature by forcing upon him a little pecuniary tribute. My benevolence
will be the warmer, while I live, for the treasured remembrance of this
higgler's countenance.
'I know you interest yourself in my destiny. I have now completely
subdued my aversion to the profession of a merchant, and hope in time
to acquire an inclination for it; yet God forbid I should ever love
what I am to make the object of my attention!--that vile trash, which
I care not for, but only as it may be the future means of procuring
the blessing of my soul. Thus all my mercantile calculations go to
the tune of _dear Honora_. When an impertinent consciousness whispers
in my ear that I am not of the right stuff for a merchant, I draw my
Honora's picture from my bosom, and the sight of that dear talisman so
inspirits my industry that no toil appears oppressive.
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