Comus stood looking at the portrait of his mother with the feeling of one
who comes suddenly across a once-familiar half-forgotten acquaintance in
unfamiliar surroundings. The likeness was undoubtedly a good one, but
the artist had caught an expression in Francesca’s eyes which few people
had ever seen there. It was the expression of a woman who had forgotten
for one short moment to be absorbed in the small cares and excitements of
her life, the money worries and little social plannings, and had found
time to send a look of half-wistful friendliness to some sympathetic
companion. Comus could recall that look, fitful and fleeting, in his
mother’s eyes when she had been a few years younger, before her world had
grown to be such a committee-room of ways and means. Almost as a
re-discovery he remembered that she had once figured in his boyish mind
as a “rather good sort,” more ready to see the laughable side of a piece
of mischief than to labour forth a reproof. That the bygone feeling of
good fellowship had been stamped out was, he knew, probably in great part
his own doing, and it was possible that the old friendliness was still
there under the surface of things, ready to show itself again if he
willed it, and friends were becoming scarcer with him than enemies in
these days. Looking at the picture with its wistful hint of a long ago
comradeship, Comus made up his mind that he very much wanted things to be
back on their earlier footing, and to see again on his mother’s face the
look that the artist had caught and perpetuated in its momentary
flitting. If the projected Elaine-marriage came off, and in spite of
recent maladroit behaviour on his part he still counted it an assured
thing, much of the immediate cause for estrangement between himself and
his mother would be removed, or at any rate, easily removable. With the
influence of Elaine’s money behind him he promised himself that he would
find some occupation that would remove from himself the reproach of being
a waster and idler. There were lots of careers, he told himself, that
were open to a man with solid financial backing and good connections.
There might yet be jolly times ahead, in which his mother would have her
share of the good things that were going, and carking thin-lipped Henry
Greech and other of Comus’s detractors could take their sour looks and
words out of sight and hearing. Thus, staring at the picture as though
he were studying its every detail, and seeing really only that wistful
friendly smile, Comus made his plans and dispositions for a battle that
was already fought and lost.
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