For a moment Francesca felt a stifling sensation of weakness, as though
her heart was going to stop beating. Then she sat forward in her chair
and spoke with energy, almost fierceness.
“When I am dead my things can be sold and dispersed. As long as I am
alive I prefer to keep them by me.”
In her holy place, with all her treasured possessions around her, this
dreadful suggestion had been made. Some of her cherished household gods,
souvenirs and keepsakes from past days, would, perhaps, not have fetched
a very considerable sum in the auction-room, others had a distinct value
of their own, but to her they were all precious. And the Van der Meulen,
at which Comus had looked with impious appraising eyes, was the most
sacred of them all. When Francesca had been away from her Town residence
or had been confined to her bedroom through illness, the great picture
with its stately solemn representation of a long-ago battle-scene,
painted to flatter the flattery-loving soul of a warrior-king who was
dignified even in his campaigns—this was the first thing she visited on
her return to Town or convalescence. If an alarm of fire had been raised
it would have been the first thing for whose safety she would have
troubled. And Comus had almost suggested that it should be parted with,
as one sold railway shares and other soulless things.
Scolding, she had long ago realised, was a useless waste of time and
energy where Comus was concerned, but this evening she unloosed her
tongue for the mere relief that it gave to her surcharged feelings. He
sat listening without comment, though she purposely let fall remarks that
she hoped might sting him into self-defence or protest. It was an
unsparing indictment, the more damaging in that it was so irrefutably
true, the more tragic in that it came from perhaps the one person in the
world whose opinion he had ever cared for. And he sat through it as
silent and seemingly unmoved as though she had been rehearsing a speech
for some drawing-room comedy. When she had had her say his method of
retort was not the soft answer that turneth away wrath but the
inconsequent one that shelves it.
“Let’s go and dress for dinner.”
The meal, like so many that Francesca and Comus had eaten in each other’s
company of late, was a silent one. Now that the full bearings of the
disaster had been discussed in all its aspects there was nothing more to
be said. Any attempt at ignoring the situation, and passing on to less
controversial topics would have been a mockery and pretence which neither
of them would have troubled to sustain. So the meal went forward with
its dragged-out dreary intimacy of two people who were separated by a
gulf of bitterness, and whose hearts were hard with resentment against
one another.
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