Great Britain -- Social conditions -- 19th century; London (England) -- Description and travel
Specks, however, illuminated Dullborough with the rays of interest that I
wanted and should otherwise have missed in it, and linked its present to
its past, with a highly agreeable chain. And in Specks’s society I had
new occasion to observe what I had before noticed in similar
communications among other men. All the schoolfellows and others of old,
whom I inquired about, had either done superlatively well or
superlatively ill—had either become uncertificated bankrupts, or been
felonious and got themselves transported; or had made great hits in life,
and done wonders. And this is so commonly the case, that I never can
imagine what becomes of all the mediocre people of people’s
youth—especially considering that we find no lack of the species in our
maturity. But, I did not propound this difficulty to Specks, for no
pause in the conversation gave me an occasion. Nor, could I discover one
single flaw in the good doctor—when he reads this, he will receive in a
friendly spirit the pleasantly meant record—except that he had forgotten
his Roderick Random, and that he confounded Strap with Lieutenant
Hatchway; who never knew Random, howsoever intimate with Pickle.
When I went alone to the Railway to catch my train at night (Specks had
meant to go with me, but was inopportunely called out), I was in a more
charitable mood with Dullborough than I had been all day; and yet in my
heart I had loved it all day too. Ah! who was I that I should quarrel
with the town for being changed to me, when I myself had come back, so
changed, to it! All my early readings and early imaginations dated from
this place, and I took them away so full of innocent construction and
guileless belief, and I brought them back so worn and torn, so much the
wiser and so much the worse!
XIII
NIGHT WALKS
SOME years ago, a temporary inability to sleep, referable to a
distressing impression, caused me to walk about the streets all night,
for a series of several nights. The disorder might have taken a long
time to conquer, if it had been faintly experimented on in bed; but, it
was soon defeated by the brisk treatment of getting up directly after
lying down, and going out, and coming home tired at sunrise.
In the course of those nights, I finished my education in a fair amateur
experience of houselessness. My principal object being to get through
the night, the pursuit of it brought me into sympathetic relations with
people who have no other object every night in the year.
The month was March, and the weather damp, cloudy, and cold. The sun not
rising before half-past five, the night perspective looked sufficiently
long at half-past twelve: which was about my time for confronting it.
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