The crocuses were out in the fields by the river. Next week would be
April, the time of cloud, of glowing brake and flowering thorn, of
daffodils and miraculous lights along the Sharrow. The little picture
over the chimneypiece, which he had copied three times in his long
convalescence, showed what April meant along the Sharrow. Friendship
had taught him something, had given him eyes. He had been initiated
into the higher mysteries. Beauty for the sake of Beauty--the world
religion of the future--had been revealed to him. The sense of it
seemed to fill him with passion as he gazed into the fire.
"Auntie!" Surely there was a voice in the room. Or was it the little
wind outside softly trying the shutters? "Auntie!" It was there again.
He got up unsteadily, but in a kind of ecstasy, half entrancement, half
pain, and crossed to the French window. Very gently he slipped back
the bolts and flung open the door. The darkness hit him, but there
was nothing there. He knew there was nothing there, yet in his old
carpet slippers he stepped out gingerly on to the wet lawn. The air was
moist and mild and friendly, and as his eyes grew used to the mirk the
rosebushes and the fruit trees took shape on either hand.
The shafts of light from the room he had left guided him across the
grass as far as the path which led to the tower at the end of the
garden. As soon as his feet were on the gravel he thought he heard the
voice again. Of course it couldn't be so. It was only the wind along
the valley. And yet ... no ... if the wind wasn't calling....
The gaunt line of the many-windowed tower loomed ahead. Less by
calculation than by instinct he suddenly found the lowest of the twelve
stone steps which led to its high door--in that darkness he couldn't
see it, and if he had seen it there was not the slightest reason for
ascending, but just now he was possessed. Step after step shaped itself
with a kind of intelligence to his old waterlogged slippers, the damp
knob of the door came into his hand.
The door was locked. Silly fool he was! Must be cracked anyway! But
the starched cuff of his best Sunday shirt had got entangled with
something. The key, of course. It had been left in the lock. Careless
to leave it like that.
Of a sudden the door came open. The ghostly abyss within smelt very
damp and cheerless. Ought to have had an occasional fire there during
the winter months. He felt his way cautiously in and his eyes adjusted
themselves to the grimmer texture of the darkness. The chill made his
teeth chatter. He felt in his pockets for a match, but he hadn't got
one; he moved gingerly forward, past a wooden table and a wicker chair;
the spectral outline of an unshuttered window confronted him.
Outside was nothing but the wind in the valley. He couldn't see a yard
beyond the glass. The chill of the musty place was settling into his
bones. What a fool not to be in his comfortable bed! But ... a voice
was still whispering. There _was_ something ... somewhere....
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