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Some words escaped him when, after completing its examination, during
which he found nothing he wished to be altered, he refolded it. He then
sealed it in another envelope and wrote in a big, bold hand: "My Will--
Dudley Chisholm."
As the names of his solicitors, Messrs. Tarrant and Drew, of Lincoln's
Inn Fields, were appended to the document, there was no necessity for
him to superscribe them.
"All is entirely in order," he murmured hoarsely. "And now I have to
decide whether to await my doom, or take time by the forelock." As he
spoke thus, his nervous hand toyed with the little paper packet before
him.
The room was in semi-darkness, for the logs had burned down and their
red glow threw no light. At that moment the turret-clock struck a deep
note, which echoed far away across the silent Severn.
A strange look was in his eyes. The fire of insanity was burning there.
As he glanced around in a strained and peculiar manner, he noticed upon
a side table the whiskey, some soda-water, and a glass, all of which
Riggs, according to custom, had placed there ready to his hand.
Without hesitation he crossed to it, resolved on the last desperate
step. He drew from the syphon until the glass was half-full. Then he
added some whiskey, returned with it to his seat, and placed it upon the
table.
With care he opened the little packet that had been hoarded since the
days of his journey in Central Asia, disclosing a small quantity of some
yellowish powder, which he emptied into the glass, stirring it with the
ivory paper-knife until all became dissolved. Then he sank into his
chair with the tumbler set before him.
He held it up to the light, examining it critically, with a sad smile
playing about his thin white lips. Presently he put it down, and with
both hands pushed the hair wearily from his fevered forehead.
"Shall I write to Claudia?" he asked himself in a hoarse voice, scarcely
louder than a whisper. "Shall I leave her a letter confessing all and
asking forgiveness?"
For a long time he pondered over the suggestion that had thus come to
him.
"No," he said at last, "it would be useless, and my sin would only cause
my memory to be more hateful. Ah, no!" he murmured; "to leave the world
in silence is far the best. The coroner's jury will return a verdict to
the effect that I was of unsound mind. Juries don't return verdicts of
_felo-de-se_ nowadays. The time of stakes and cross-roads has passed."
And he laughed harshly again, for now that he had placed all his affairs
in order a strange carelessness in regard to existence had come upon
him.
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