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He nodded, but no word passed his lips. She seemed a strangely sage
person, this girl with the fair hair, whose parentage was so obscure,
and whose invitation to his house was due to some ridiculous _penchant_
felt for her by Claudia. Why she had ever been invited puzzled him. He
would gladly have asked her to return to town on the day of her arrival
if it had been possible to forget the laws of hospitality and chivalry.
The whole matter had annoyed him greatly, and this was its climax.
"Well, now," she went on, in a voice which proved her to be in no way
excited, "I gather from your words and actions that you fear to face the
truth--that your guilt is such that exposure will mean ruin. Is this
so?"
"Well, to speak plainly, it is so," he said mechanically, looking back
at the glassful of death on the table.
"You must avoid exposure."
"How?"
"By acting like a man, not like a coward."
He looked at her sharply, without replying. She spoke with all the
gravity of a woman twice her years, and he could not decide whether she
were really in earnest in the expression of her readiness to become his
friend. One thing was absolutely certain, namely, that she was
acquainted with the innermost secrets of his heart. In the wild madness
of despair he had blurted out his fear and agony of mind, and she had
actually been the witness of those moments of sweet melancholy when, at
the sight of that lock of hair, he had allowed his thoughts to wander
back to the days long dead, when the world was to him so rosy and full
of life. Should he conciliate her, or should he, on the other hand,
defy her and refuse her assistance? That she, of all women, should in
this fashion thrust herself into his life was strange indeed. But had
she actually thrust herself upon him, or was her presence there, as she
had alleged, a mere freak of fortune?
"You say that I ought to act like a man, Miss Mortimer. Well, I am
ready to hear your suggestion."
"My suggestion is quite simple: it is that you should live, be bold, and
face those who seek your downfall."
He sighed despairingly.
"In theory that's all very well, but in practice, impossible," he
answered after a short pause.
"Think! You are wealthy, you are famous, with hosts of friends who will
come to your aid if you confide in them--"
"Ah! but I cannot confide in them," he cried despondently, interrupting
her. "You are the only person who knows the secret of my intention."
"But surely you will not deliberately seek such an inglorious end--you,
the pride and hope of a political party, and one of a race that has
century after century been famous for producing noble Englishmen. It is
madness--sheer madness!"
"I know it," he admitted; "but to me birth, position, wealth, popularity
are all nothing."
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