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"You hold a brief for Lady Richard, but I fail to see the reason why.
We are friends, very old friends, but nothing else. Our future concerns
no one but ourselves," he said.
"Exactly. The future of each of you concerns the other," she answered
triumphantly. "She loves you, and because of this all her thoughts are
centred in you."
"I must really confess, Miss Mortimer, that I do not see the drift of
your argument," he said. "Lady Richard has no connection whatever with
the present matter, which is my private affair alone."
"But since she loves you as devotedly as she does, it concerns her
deeply."
"I repeat that we are friends, not lovers," he replied with some
asperity.
"And I repeat, just as emphatically, that she loves you, and that it is
your duty to confide in her," answered Muriel, determined not to haul
down her flag.
"Love!" he cried bitterly, beginning to pace the room, for as soon as he
thought of Claudia his attempt to remain calm was less and less
effective; "what is love to me? There is no love for such as I."
"No, Mr. Chisholm," she said earnestly, stretching forth her hand.
"Pardon me, I pray, for speaking thus, but to every man and woman both
love and happiness are given, if only they will accept it."
He was thinking of Claudia, and of the fact that she had first seen
Cator and had contrived to keep him aloof from the guests. She could
surely suspect nothing, otherwise she would have waited to see him after
the visitor's departure. Yes, he knew that everything said by this
fair-haired girl was quite true. That was the unfortunate factor in the
affair. She loved him.
"Tell me, then," he demanded at last, "what do you advise? You know
that I have a secret; that I intend deliberately to take my life and to
trouble no one any further. As you have prevented me from doing so, it
is to you I look for help and good counsel."
"I am ready and eager to give both," she exclaimed, "only I very much
fear that you do not trust me, Mr. Chisholm! Well, after all, that is
not very remarkable when the short period of our acquaintanceship is
borne in mind. Nevertheless, I am Claudia's friend, and consequently
yours. You must really not do anything foolish. Think of your own
position, and of the harsh judgment you will naturally provoke by your
insane action!"
"I know! I know!" he replied. "But to me the opinion of the world
counts for absolutely nothing. I have sinned, and, like other men, must
bear the penalty. For me there is no pardon on this side of the grave."
"There is always pardon for the man who is loved."
"A love that must turn to hate when the truth is discovered," he added
bitterly, with a short, dry laugh. "No, I much prefer the alternative
of death. I do not fear the end, I assure you. Indeed, I really
welcome it," and he laughed again nervously, as though suicide were one
of the humours of life.
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