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"It is not sufficient that you have my affection," she answered. "I
wish to continue to be your _confidante_ and friend. Recollect that a
woman's wit is often of value to a man engaged in public life as you
are."
"I know my debt to you is more than I can ever repay," he declared
frankly. "To your good counsels and personal interest all my success is
due. I owe all to you--everything."
"And in return you have given me your love, the sum of my desire," she
said contentedly, slowly raising her lips and kissing him. "You are
mine, Dudley, and you will ever remain so--won't you?" He held his
breath for an instant. Then, as he twined his arm round her slender
waist, he said:
"Of course, darling, I shall ever remain yours, always--always."
He lied to her. Faugh! he hated himself. For the first time he had
uttered a deliberate falsehood concerning their love; and he felt
positive she knew that he had not spoken the truth. So close had been
their association for many years, unbroken save for the few months of
her married life, that they read each other's unuttered thought and knew
each other's innermost secrets.
Long ago she had laid bare her whole heart to him, concealing nothing,
and not seeking to excuse herself for any of those flirtations which
from time to time had been the talk of the town. He knew everything,
and had in return repeated his declaration of love for her. Indeed,
after that long friendship the life of each was void without the other.
When parted from her by reason of her country visits, there somehow
seemed a blank in his existence, and he found himself thinking of her
night and day. Until her last absence in Paris it had been their custom
to write to each other every second day.
How; would she act if she knew the truth? What would she think of him
if she were aware that he had promised himself to another woman, and one
who had come into his life so suddenly, if she continued to shield him
from the exposure of his guilty secret? Her dark eyes, those splendid
eyes everywhere so greatly admired, were turned upon him. There was an
air of sweet sadness in their expression. His eyes fell: he could not
meet her gaze.
"Do you know, Dudley," she exclaimed at last in the soft, sweet voice he
was never tired of hearing, the voice that had so often consoled him and
encouraged him to strive after high ideals,--"do you know, dear, I have
lately thought that your people are endeavouring to part us. You
recollect your sudden refusal to see me last autumn? Your cruel action
put fear into my heart. I am dreading always that I may lose you--that
you will listen to the well-meant counsels of your relations and cast my
love aside."
He saw by her countenance how terribly in earnest she was, and hastened
to reassure her.
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